Alot of shit
Well in my last journal i said i was really confused about everything and i still am. The girl that i have the biggest fuckin crush in the whole world is named Nicole and if u have read my journal before that is Billy's old girlfriend and i never expected to fall for her like i have but i have, and she feels the same way she said. We have been hanging out alot latelly and we r really good friends and we even had sex last friday, we didnt plan on it, it just kinda happend, but hell no i dont regret it, im glad it happend. But the problem is she has been kinda talkin to a guy name Scott for about 3 weeks and she dont know bout me and her, but i know him and he knows me. She said she dont know what she wants and i dont blame her. But i wish she would just give me a chance. I never meant for this to happen between us but it did and im glad but i dont want Billy to find out cuz he will kill me and i dont want to die, Billy is cool as hell and i still want to be friends with him but it will be to weird. She is comin to pick me up in a couple hours so we can go to the softball game and i think im gonna ask her to give me a chance and if she does ill be sooooooooooooooooooo happy and ill post on here if she does but if she dont then i guess life goes on. No matter what she chooses to do she will always be my bestest friend in the whole world and ill always love her with all my heart. Mirandia is not talkin to me and thats good she tried to get me in trouble with a bad letter on her car that i swear to god i didnt write soooooooo i hope she is happy with what ever she does. Well there u go.
Later, Gaston
Later, Gaston