Aug 14, 2004 22:02
we had a great night together last night...we reanted movies and ate ice cream and watched tv and fell asleep in eachothers arms...too bad we had to wake up..i love waking up in his arms but i hate that the first thing i think about when i wake up is that he has to leave..i miss him right now...he is out with matt and some other people..i love him..i wanna be back in his arms if only if it was for a moment..i love him with everything in me..i wish i knew he felt the same..i wish he loved me the way i love him...i wish i could see him right now .. his hugs make time stop and nothing else be important but him and me..i feel as if i need him to breathe, smile, and just be alive..
Random song that I am listenin to:
Ashlee Simpson
"Nothing New"
I found myself wrong again
Starin out my window
Wonderin what it is I should have said
I found myself at home again
Waitin for the after call
From a fallout that feels like such a mess
Ohhhh I can only be myself
I'm sorry that's hell for you
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
So I listen to you complain and then
I bite my tongue in vain again
As I let it all just slowly settle in
Such a pretty picture that you paint
I'm so vile while your a saint
Funny how your eyes see thick not thin
Ohhhh I can only be myself
Your lookin for someone else
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
You know how to give it but you can't take it
It's all just a waste now you can save it
No matter what I do
Is never good enough, never good enough
Heyyy so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new
Is nothing new
Save your breath cause here comes the truth
I'm over the drama of you
And that's something new
Well I'm starin' out my window
Wonderin' what it is I should have, said