Feb 16, 2005 00:51
I must admit, having dyed my hair a darker color has tweaked my attitude a bit. I feel older, vixenish, and dare I say..sultry? Being a platinum blonde definately fit my spacey personality, but the dark hair and the glowy tanned skin makes me feel really different. In a good way. I think that I sort split off into two seperate Maggie's. First, being the blonde Maggie. Self conscious, goofy, shy, and ditzy. The second is the dark haired Maggie, she seem's to be more confident and mellow. She likes low necklines and short skirts. Ah, and she weighs a little bit more. (Jeebus, I waited my whole life to gain weight..and for some reason it has decided to take residence in my thighs and ass. Which, for someone who always had lanky legs and no ass, is a really wonderful thing.)
Things were good until I saw the News tonight, and I think I had a mild heart attack. Something happened to an old friend of mine that made National news, but I don't want to talk about it. Everything is ok, but when you see someone you know on the news..in a bad way..it's scary. And you cry. I think I'm going to go to bed early and let my heart go back to a normal beating pattern.