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Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! So- I had a fun weekend at the Clarks... It was so good for me to get away for a few days and be normal. lol. Normal is a word I use loosely when describing myself. But for real. I had a really good time!
But there was a strange incident. Joey- ex-boyfriend from WAY back (like 4ish years)- called me to rehash our entire relationship... (Aims I apologize for that phone call... I didn't know what to do?!) Anyhow- It was humorous, heartbreaking, and helpful all at once. Humorous b/c he was a little "spacey" or something and said some pretty dagum funny things. Heartbreaking b/c he's searching for something that I can't give and looking in all the wrong places when the answer's staring him in the face. It made me feel a little guilty- like if I'd been there for him more then he could have turned out right, but then I realize that I can't fix him- it's gotta be a God thing. And last- It was helpful b/c I know now that there's no feelings (romantic, harsh, or otherwise) left there what-so-ever. The only think I feel for him is sorry b/c he is so lost and searching. And I can't be a part of his life. I can't help him get it together. I can't and WON'T because it's not my place and that's not my life anymore. I told him that if he's really searching then he should find a good, godly man that can help direct him. Anyhow- it was just weird. But I feel like a burden has been lifted and the bitterness I once had is gone. I never thought I hurt him so badly, and I never wanted to, but God knows it was good for all involved that things happened the way they did. Closure. Precious closure. Thank you Lord...
My Jimpa's doing GREAT. They think he can come home on Tuesday.
I'm not going to get to go to BCM very much anymore. I'm a little bummed, but it'll work out. My Granny asked me to help out with my little cousin on Thursdays... so I said I would. I feel like this is good for my Granny... and it's good for me b/c I get to spend time with my girl. I love Kasandra so much. She's a special cousin and I want to be a positive influence in her life for as long as I can...
Now I am dead tired.
Oh- the yellow team won the super bowl. I'm sure they'll all be celebrating tonight. I think they all should receive trophies though for playing a good game. Maybe the winners should just get bigger trophies. But what do I know?
Buenos Noches.