Friday Mornin
It's friday mornin and I just ate lunch . . . . mmm McDonald's just what I need to add to my hips right ? Well I'm quite confused on alot of things I do it's like endless reasoning . . . . everything I do i dont do it cause I wanna I just do it and it doesn't make very much sense to me and it's not like I really regret things that I do I just dont know why I did them . Like for instance kissing Brad. Had no reasoning on that just did it because ,but now things are gonna be really realyl weird between us. It's like I only want a guy if I love him or can't have him other than that I dont give a shit. Does that make me a bad person ?? I think that I just need to sit back and relax on this month long venture and not worry about things so much because when I do that it just makes me wanna go back to south carolina which I know that when I got home that I really wouldn't wanna be there anymore . . . I think that I'm too confusin for my own good . Well I figure that I might need to get back to work if I would like sum money