Jun 29, 2003 18:43
yea, well last night i went to see some fireworks, at Van Buren, and waited for like 2 1/2 hours for them to start, but it was fun because there were guys playin baseball (my age *ish*) in front of us, but they all had gf's or so i could see... anyways, i got reeally sad during the fireworks, because i realized how much i miss having a boyfriend, and how much i want one *NOW* lol, see, im really not used to being single ::mopes::, anyways.. im sure once i start school, i will find a boyfreind material guy, and i think im gonna keep him this time, for a while, im looking for something more than 2 months! then on the way home i started crying, because i really miss my dad, the last time i saw fire works, was with him! in idaho, a while ago.. but still, i miss him soo much, even though he is a total ass, i really dont wanna get into it, anyways, today, i went to lunch with beth, nikki, and my mom, and had the mostest bestest cream puff, with like ice cream, and choco syrup, and whipped cream! :: drools :: it was soooo *YUMMY* anyways, i love u guys to death, but *someone* is really pissing me off, and i want to frecking beat their ass! but i cant :: cries ::
** i saw my mommy today, i love her~ **
love u!
lylas xoxoxo
Sammmy