Heres the new one
Hey ya'll heres the new LJ that Jess created for me, thanks hun! haha. I love it. Anywho ya'll should make sure to leave me comments cause they make me feel special. ;)
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy. My life is so insanely perfect right now...I don't want things to change...but to some extend I know the must. Me and Chris are better, happier right now than we've ever been. He is so amazing and thinking about letting him go when I leave in 3 weeks is one of the most terrible feelings I have ever had. I've just had a lot on my mind and its like no matter how hard I try I can't get it to go away. Huie is amazing, he's always there for me, he always supports me, he always knows EXACTALLY what to say to make me smile...He knows me better than I do sometimes...
I'm scared, terrified even to grow up, go away to college, leae my family, leave Huie...Sometimes I wonder if I can really do it. And then theres Chris to tell me that I can do anything I set my mind to and the hes always there by my side to support me...I dunno where I'd be without him right now.
I at a time in my life where I'm questioning everything, except two things...my faith and my love for Chris. Kinda weird huh, but its like I know God and Huie'll always be there for me, along with my family. I hate confusion, its no fun. This doing nothing everyday is giving too much time to think...I don't think thats necessarily a good thing...
God Bless, ya'll. I love ya.
~*Angel*~
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy. My life is so insanely perfect right now...I don't want things to change...but to some extend I know the must. Me and Chris are better, happier right now than we've ever been. He is so amazing and thinking about letting him go when I leave in 3 weeks is one of the most terrible feelings I have ever had. I've just had a lot on my mind and its like no matter how hard I try I can't get it to go away. Huie is amazing, he's always there for me, he always supports me, he always knows EXACTALLY what to say to make me smile...He knows me better than I do sometimes...
I'm scared, terrified even to grow up, go away to college, leae my family, leave Huie...Sometimes I wonder if I can really do it. And then theres Chris to tell me that I can do anything I set my mind to and the hes always there by my side to support me...I dunno where I'd be without him right now.
I at a time in my life where I'm questioning everything, except two things...my faith and my love for Chris. Kinda weird huh, but its like I know God and Huie'll always be there for me, along with my family. I hate confusion, its no fun. This doing nothing everyday is giving too much time to think...I don't think thats necessarily a good thing...
God Bless, ya'll. I love ya.
~*Angel*~