Aug 29, 2005 13:19
Well I finally leave for school tomorrow...*sigh* I'm petrified, last night was terrible, but wonderful at the same time...I had to say bye to Huie, and it broke my heart, I know things'll work out between us, I just don't like missing him...it hurts too much! I love him so much! I thought it was hard when I had to leave Cali and say bye to all my friends out there, not that I don't love you guys, but saying bye to Huie was 10 times worse than that. I feel like everything is changing too quickly...and I dunno if I like it...
Church was funny last night though, we went door to door handing out flyers, haha, we had a good time. Then after chruch when I had o say bye to him, I cried so hard, I think I ever cried like that before, and he held me, didn't try to say anything....just held me...I love him for that. He is amazing, things aren't supposed to be like this...But I guess its just a test, we can make it through this, and we can make it through anything! I love him so much, my life is so perfect because of him!!!
Anywho, hows school going for everyone else?
Wish me luck...
If I could ask a small favor from all of ya'll...
Pray for me...
Please!
I'm gonna need it.
I love ya'll so much!!!
No matter how much any of us drift apart, I'll always consider ya'll some of the greatest friends I ever had!
God Bless!
~*Jacquie*~