Just thinking
So I'm awake once again at 3 am in the morning...I think I need to do some about this sleep schedule I'm on. There as been a lot going on that I really don't want to talk about right now..but hopefully things will get better soon.
So I guess some of you will be happy to know that I have decide to quit smoking, I have realized that it's a really nasty habit and it's making me look older then I really am. Plus my hair and clothes stink and I really don't enjoy the fact I'm broke all the time. I think the 10 dollars I spend every week could go to something more important than that. I will warn everyone that this task will not be easy for me. I have been smoking off and on for 2 years and it only has got really bad in the last year and half. I also have come to realize that smoking is not attractive and my friends that are non-smoker (which are more than the smokers) don't like my smoking habits. But I'm not doing this for anyone but myself, and remember that!!!
So being "mad" all the time isn't doing anything for me either, I'm so tired of having a problem with one person or another. I understand that not everyone can be perfect and I shouldn't expect everyone to think the same way I do. I just need to do a lot of praying because I know God is testing me right now.
Leave the Love...I could use it!!!
So I guess some of you will be happy to know that I have decide to quit smoking, I have realized that it's a really nasty habit and it's making me look older then I really am. Plus my hair and clothes stink and I really don't enjoy the fact I'm broke all the time. I think the 10 dollars I spend every week could go to something more important than that. I will warn everyone that this task will not be easy for me. I have been smoking off and on for 2 years and it only has got really bad in the last year and half. I also have come to realize that smoking is not attractive and my friends that are non-smoker (which are more than the smokers) don't like my smoking habits. But I'm not doing this for anyone but myself, and remember that!!!
So being "mad" all the time isn't doing anything for me either, I'm so tired of having a problem with one person or another. I understand that not everyone can be perfect and I shouldn't expect everyone to think the same way I do. I just need to do a lot of praying because I know God is testing me right now.
Leave the Love...I could use it!!!