Fucking sick and tired of people
I'm so sick of myself its not even funny. I don't understand why let others get the best of me. I give myself in so many ways and then I get nothing in return. How does someone make the same mistake twice in one week...I just dont' understand...whats so bad about me...
Right now I feel like a complete dumbass, and I know everyone is trying to figure out why...but its a long story I hate to hear "I told you so" I'm going to stop doing this to myself...I get hurt because I let others hurt me. And I'm not hurt because I love...I hurt because I feel used.
edit: I have decide to stop giving people the best of me....because when I allow myself to care about someone..I get my feelings hurt and I'm tried of hurting. Baiscally I'm good enough to sleep with but I'm not good enough to stay the night with? (I guess yall get a piece of why I'm feeling like shit right now) This not for just for one person....This is for everyone that has fucked me over in one way or another. Its going to end now...I'm going to focus on school, work and myself for awhile.
Right now I feel like a complete dumbass, and I know everyone is trying to figure out why...but its a long story I hate to hear "I told you so" I'm going to stop doing this to myself...I get hurt because I let others hurt me. And I'm not hurt because I love...I hurt because I feel used.
edit: I have decide to stop giving people the best of me....because when I allow myself to care about someone..I get my feelings hurt and I'm tried of hurting. Baiscally I'm good enough to sleep with but I'm not good enough to stay the night with? (I guess yall get a piece of why I'm feeling like shit right now) This not for just for one person....This is for everyone that has fucked me over in one way or another. Its going to end now...I'm going to focus on school, work and myself for awhile.