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I'm like an overtired 2 year old. So so grumpy and frustrated and not happy and i don't know why or what to do about it.
Nothing's working. Trying to post on a blog and it won't let me for no apparent reason, I can't get my cardmaking mojo started, i've got so much to do in the garden and i just can't do it by myself, the house is a tip in spite of my spending like 4 hours a day trying to make it not a tip..
Life is never easy but right now it just feels so damned hard. I'm wandering round forcing smiles like a loon, playing music that normally cheers me up and making plans that i'd normally enjoy but even that works for about an hour of HappyHappyHappyJoyJoy then i'm just back here again, in the same old rut.
Dang it.
Nothing's working. Trying to post on a blog and it won't let me for no apparent reason, I can't get my cardmaking mojo started, i've got so much to do in the garden and i just can't do it by myself, the house is a tip in spite of my spending like 4 hours a day trying to make it not a tip..
Life is never easy but right now it just feels so damned hard. I'm wandering round forcing smiles like a loon, playing music that normally cheers me up and making plans that i'd normally enjoy but even that works for about an hour of HappyHappyHappyJoyJoy then i'm just back here again, in the same old rut.
Dang it.