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i love the way you seem to care. what should i start doing? play hard to get? yes. watch me. i won't touch anyone else. nobody. this whole summer. going three months. just for you. you don't believe i can do it, i know i can. i hate how i call you just to say goodnite. how you act like you care that i called you to even do it. you know you don't. or do you? what is it with you, rey? is this a game? do you want me to make it into a game? i will. oh believe me i sure can. i'm a little devious girl. i can be so evil. i can get you to want me. well actually with you i'm weak. it's hard to play this 'hard to get'. so very hard. the only thing in the world that i want is for you to want me as bad. why do i keep trying? you tell me not to give up. i won't. lets see how long i can go without calling you. i forgive you. for everything. now would i have fucked around on you? no. i wouldn't dare touch anyone. especially none of your friends. i know you didn't mean to hurt me, but you did. how would you feel if i told you i fucked someone else? i know you wouldn't like it. you told me before. i wonder how you'll feel if i don't talk to you all weekend. i want to do that, but can i? i need to be strong. help me. well you can't help me. hah. it's going to be hard but i'm going to go until sunday without talking to you. you'll call me, i won't dare call you. if you call me.. okay i'll talk but that's it. i'm sorry but i'm going to screw over anything you've had with anyone else. i'm GOING to find out what you had with heather and claudia. there will no longer be anything. i'm evil. honestly. haha.
this stupid little skanky hoe better watch her fucking back. yeah i know i'm not the type to do shit to anyone, but believe me i've changed. i won't do shit to you personally, but i'll do shit to screw you over. i KNOW fucking mike cared about me. don't even go there and say he didn't. what you said didn't bother me one bit. well it did piss me off. you can't get to me or put me down. all you can do is piss me the fuck off. so watch your fucking back!
if mike didn't fucking care about me he wouldn't have called me when he was in rehab for those few months and tell me he misses me. he wouldn't have had that look in his eyes the last time he saw me. he wouldn't have fucking hit his BEST friend in the fucking face because he made a pass at me. he wouldn't have done half the things he did for me. i KNOW what kind of person mike is. he's very kind hearted,just very bipolar. you weren't fucking there the next morning. i would have been there but fucking mark wouldn't let me. yes his "best friend" would not let me go save his fucking ass. stop being a bitch and lieing. IT GETS YOU NOWHERE!!! nowhere! boy am i glad we are NOT friends anymore. fuck girls.
this stupid little skanky hoe better watch her fucking back. yeah i know i'm not the type to do shit to anyone, but believe me i've changed. i won't do shit to you personally, but i'll do shit to screw you over. i KNOW fucking mike cared about me. don't even go there and say he didn't. what you said didn't bother me one bit. well it did piss me off. you can't get to me or put me down. all you can do is piss me the fuck off. so watch your fucking back!
if mike didn't fucking care about me he wouldn't have called me when he was in rehab for those few months and tell me he misses me. he wouldn't have had that look in his eyes the last time he saw me. he wouldn't have fucking hit his BEST friend in the fucking face because he made a pass at me. he wouldn't have done half the things he did for me. i KNOW what kind of person mike is. he's very kind hearted,just very bipolar. you weren't fucking there the next morning. i would have been there but fucking mark wouldn't let me. yes his "best friend" would not let me go save his fucking ass. stop being a bitch and lieing. IT GETS YOU NOWHERE!!! nowhere! boy am i glad we are NOT friends anymore. fuck girls.