we can shag now or shag laterr;P
well it's been a while. i haven't had much time to be on the computer. i'm in austin right now visiting my ash. we are going to a club tonight. we thought that would be something fun to do because i need to keep my mind off of Rey. It sucks he left me today. so now i really don't have anybody. he will be back in three months though. damn that's a long time but at least he'll be here to spend my birthday with me. the big 1-9 haha. i'm such a youngin'. so last night my ash came to town and we went to Luis, like always. it was a 'goodbye' party for rey. i didn't drink at all because i knew i'd get a bit emotional. okay well in the end i still did cry. it's only going to be three months, that's not too bad! He told me he wanted me to wait for him and so i'm going to. wow three months without 'it' HMM can i do it?! haha YES! I really do care about him. i hope this summer goes by so fast. i wish i could just sleep till he comes back. yes that would be a good idea. okay instead i'll workout and get tan. so when he comes back i'll be all toned since i lost the weight.
i miss rey already. i would be talking to him right now. OH it's 420 ya know what that means! i'm going to get him a present before he gets back. i'll probably end up getting him a lot of things. hehe.
so i don't know what to do now. i have nobody. ashley is so far. rey is gone. yeah i still have luis and all my boys but that will bring back too many memories. maybe this summer will be the one that i grow up. YES! ha how many times do i say that? one too many. no but really i'm not going to party a lot over summer. that's what screwed up me and mike. it's NOT goinng to happen with Rey. he trusts me right now and i want to keep it that way.
"saying goodbye is always the hardest thing to do."-his last words to me.
i miss him and just want to hear his voice. i had to walk away from him so he wouldn't see the tears. i know he is going to be back so why do i cry?
i miss rey already. i would be talking to him right now. OH it's 420 ya know what that means! i'm going to get him a present before he gets back. i'll probably end up getting him a lot of things. hehe.
so i don't know what to do now. i have nobody. ashley is so far. rey is gone. yeah i still have luis and all my boys but that will bring back too many memories. maybe this summer will be the one that i grow up. YES! ha how many times do i say that? one too many. no but really i'm not going to party a lot over summer. that's what screwed up me and mike. it's NOT goinng to happen with Rey. he trusts me right now and i want to keep it that way.
"saying goodbye is always the hardest thing to do."-his last words to me.
i miss him and just want to hear his voice. i had to walk away from him so he wouldn't see the tears. i know he is going to be back so why do i cry?