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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
-i did a lot of things in 04 that i've never really done before. i think what sami said was good. the biggest thing i did was grow up though, grow up in a different way.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
-i can't remember what mine were for last year. i didn't make any really this year bc i can never keep them.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
-nope. thank goodness.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
-nope.
5. What countries did you visit?
-damnit i could have gone to germany! i'm just stupid and cared more about friends than family at the time.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
-real friends, truth. i totally agree with a lot of what sami said.
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- i have many. lots of things happend this year that i will not ever really forget. getting pulled over and seeing my best friend get put in the back of a cop car. getting the mip/mic at the hotel. FEBUARY 14th, that is when i had my 'moving out' party. HELL YEAH! the day i met mike. damn so many days.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
-growing up and realizing that most the people i cared about deeply this year weren't real friends. it took me almost a year to realize that and now that i do i don't associate with them anymore.
9. What was your biggest failure?
-thinking i actually meant something to any of the people who hurt me. or took me for granted.(or simply stopped talking to me) **i so agree with sami here** and losing the one boy i really cared about.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
-i didn't buy anything good at all when i had money this past year.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- hmm, i want to say myself. i grew up a lot and got over everything.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
-emilys, she really worries me sometimes.
14. Where did most of your money go?
-i really hate to say it but drugs....
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
-haha seeing that mustang, or getting that call. SHAKE THAT MONKEY!
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
-too many will! locked up, shake that monkey, sublime, that emon song, mike jones, anything chopped and screwed. yeah the list could keep going on and on.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? honestly.. sadder.
ii. thinner or fatter? a little thinner than last year.
iii. richer or poorer? poorer, damnit!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
-spend time with people that actually care about me. spent more time with my family and mostly my sister. it's amazing how much she adores me.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
-drugs. i really wish i would have spent less time with those friends i thought were friends, but they now are the reason i grew up.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
-i went to dallas this past year and i will be doing it again this year.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
-yes i did. something i wish i wouldn't have done.
23. How many one-night stands?
-i'd really not like to talk about that whole thing. i made MANY mistakes in 04 that i will NOT be making in 05.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
-i didn't really watch much tv till the end, so laguna beach.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
-i don't hate but i do dislike people. there are a lot of people i loved this time last year but they showed me what kind of people they really are. people you can't respect.
26. What was the best book you read?
-sami i need that book back. i didn't read anything. i didn't have time for anything or anyone but my 'friends'.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
-yeah i don't know. i didn't give music any time. the only thing playing in my car was rap, but i do respect certain rappers a lot more now.
28. What did you want and get?
-i wanted HIM and got him, a couple times;P (shake that monkey). i got a lot of things i wanted in 04. i usually always get what i want;P haha. jk.
29. What did you want and not get?
- i wanted my mom to not be disappointed me and i still have not gotten that. i guess it'll take time though.
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
-thirteen, closer, blow, and requiem for a dream.
31. What did you do on your birthday?
-my birthday i spent time with (my best friend at that time) erny and marla. ended up spending the night with rb, the biggest mistake of my life. yeah i didn't have that great of a birthday. the best thing was dinner with my mom, her boyfriend, and my little brother.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
-not screwing up so much. i lost so many friends but also gained so many.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
-i thought i always looked cute:P i was always in a skirt. towards the middle i started to dress down and not care, but it's totally different now.
34. What kept you sane?
-honestly, incubus. not very many things really drive me crazy.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
-the love of my life, paris hilton.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
-i'm not really one to care about the whoole political scene.
37. Who did you miss?
-the one i missed was ashley. i also missed a lot of my old friends. the ones i've had forever, the ones i met at shows, jonah. i missed my family too.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
-everyone i met was the best new person. they all taught me so much. erny, jdog, sami, emily, shayne, justin, eli. the mexicans were amazing people believe it or not. colton. brittany, adam. i met so manny people this past year. it would take me forever to name them all.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
-you'd imagine with all the bullshit, lies & drama ive expeirienced this year, it would be to not trust anyone, or that no one can be a true friend. but thats so very far from the truth. you cant go through life as a ride, expecting it to be easy, or the way you want it to be. you have to deal with some shit. thats just life. you have to know when & how to take the good out of any seemingly bad situation. you have to learn HOW to learn, from all the shit. and as cliche as it is. in all honestly one of the biggest things ive learned is to appriciate everything, everyone, and everyday you are given. because in the end, it all plays a part to your life, it all leads you to the next step you are going to take, next place you are going to go, it all counts. so you gota stop bitching about the inevitable, and do what you can with it.
so i had to keep that because i agree with it all
we did go through some craazy shit this year. stuff that most people go through in like 2-5 years. it's amazing how we all got through it and still stuck together. okay well most of us.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: 'bouce that ass up and down to tha floor shake that shit till you cant nomore..' haha it doesn't really it's just the song that reminds me of the year 04. a year i will never forget with some of the people i will never EVER forget. no matter how much i may dislike some of ya'll sometimes i will always love and care about you guys! ya'll helped me in so many ways. thanks.
-i did a lot of things in 04 that i've never really done before. i think what sami said was good. the biggest thing i did was grow up though, grow up in a different way.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
-i can't remember what mine were for last year. i didn't make any really this year bc i can never keep them.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
-nope. thank goodness.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
-nope.
5. What countries did you visit?
-damnit i could have gone to germany! i'm just stupid and cared more about friends than family at the time.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
-real friends, truth. i totally agree with a lot of what sami said.
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- i have many. lots of things happend this year that i will not ever really forget. getting pulled over and seeing my best friend get put in the back of a cop car. getting the mip/mic at the hotel. FEBUARY 14th, that is when i had my 'moving out' party. HELL YEAH! the day i met mike. damn so many days.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
-growing up and realizing that most the people i cared about deeply this year weren't real friends. it took me almost a year to realize that and now that i do i don't associate with them anymore.
9. What was your biggest failure?
-thinking i actually meant something to any of the people who hurt me. or took me for granted.(or simply stopped talking to me) **i so agree with sami here** and losing the one boy i really cared about.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
-i didn't buy anything good at all when i had money this past year.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- hmm, i want to say myself. i grew up a lot and got over everything.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
-emilys, she really worries me sometimes.
14. Where did most of your money go?
-i really hate to say it but drugs....
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
-haha seeing that mustang, or getting that call. SHAKE THAT MONKEY!
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
-too many will! locked up, shake that monkey, sublime, that emon song, mike jones, anything chopped and screwed. yeah the list could keep going on and on.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? honestly.. sadder.
ii. thinner or fatter? a little thinner than last year.
iii. richer or poorer? poorer, damnit!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
-spend time with people that actually care about me. spent more time with my family and mostly my sister. it's amazing how much she adores me.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
-drugs. i really wish i would have spent less time with those friends i thought were friends, but they now are the reason i grew up.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
-i went to dallas this past year and i will be doing it again this year.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
-yes i did. something i wish i wouldn't have done.
23. How many one-night stands?
-i'd really not like to talk about that whole thing. i made MANY mistakes in 04 that i will NOT be making in 05.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
-i didn't really watch much tv till the end, so laguna beach.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
-i don't hate but i do dislike people. there are a lot of people i loved this time last year but they showed me what kind of people they really are. people you can't respect.
26. What was the best book you read?
-sami i need that book back. i didn't read anything. i didn't have time for anything or anyone but my 'friends'.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
-yeah i don't know. i didn't give music any time. the only thing playing in my car was rap, but i do respect certain rappers a lot more now.
28. What did you want and get?
-i wanted HIM and got him, a couple times;P (shake that monkey). i got a lot of things i wanted in 04. i usually always get what i want;P haha. jk.
29. What did you want and not get?
- i wanted my mom to not be disappointed me and i still have not gotten that. i guess it'll take time though.
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
-thirteen, closer, blow, and requiem for a dream.
31. What did you do on your birthday?
-my birthday i spent time with (my best friend at that time) erny and marla. ended up spending the night with rb, the biggest mistake of my life. yeah i didn't have that great of a birthday. the best thing was dinner with my mom, her boyfriend, and my little brother.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
-not screwing up so much. i lost so many friends but also gained so many.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
-i thought i always looked cute:P i was always in a skirt. towards the middle i started to dress down and not care, but it's totally different now.
34. What kept you sane?
-honestly, incubus. not very many things really drive me crazy.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
-the love of my life, paris hilton.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
-i'm not really one to care about the whoole political scene.
37. Who did you miss?
-the one i missed was ashley. i also missed a lot of my old friends. the ones i've had forever, the ones i met at shows, jonah. i missed my family too.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
-everyone i met was the best new person. they all taught me so much. erny, jdog, sami, emily, shayne, justin, eli. the mexicans were amazing people believe it or not. colton. brittany, adam. i met so manny people this past year. it would take me forever to name them all.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
-you'd imagine with all the bullshit, lies & drama ive expeirienced this year, it would be to not trust anyone, or that no one can be a true friend. but thats so very far from the truth. you cant go through life as a ride, expecting it to be easy, or the way you want it to be. you have to deal with some shit. thats just life. you have to know when & how to take the good out of any seemingly bad situation. you have to learn HOW to learn, from all the shit. and as cliche as it is. in all honestly one of the biggest things ive learned is to appriciate everything, everyone, and everyday you are given. because in the end, it all plays a part to your life, it all leads you to the next step you are going to take, next place you are going to go, it all counts. so you gota stop bitching about the inevitable, and do what you can with it.
so i had to keep that because i agree with it all
we did go through some craazy shit this year. stuff that most people go through in like 2-5 years. it's amazing how we all got through it and still stuck together. okay well most of us.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: 'bouce that ass up and down to tha floor shake that shit till you cant nomore..' haha it doesn't really it's just the song that reminds me of the year 04. a year i will never forget with some of the people i will never EVER forget. no matter how much i may dislike some of ya'll sometimes i will always love and care about you guys! ya'll helped me in so many ways. thanks.