Jul 31, 2004 19:23
so much crazy stuff has been happening latley. it's crazy how a group of friends can split up over night. i'm going to be going away for a while. not telling anyone where. life is crazy.
why is it that my two best friends (welll two people i thought were my best friends) get together and not once call me. like old times. i guess that's what i wanted. even if it were just for a day. it sucks in the end to not have anyone.
oh oh and my BEST friend is in town, did she spend any time with me? nope. like two seconds. then i'm sure they were off to dans house. fuck that shit.
i'm going to miss everyone. erny, emily, sami, jason, the whole crew. i want to cry when i think about everything. everything we've been through, all the fun times. it'll never ever be the same.
i called dan the other night. just to say hello. why i have NO idea. pretty stupid of me. i want life to be normal. i want to have my crew back.
im in dallas and i got a bunch of new clothes andd my cartalige (my spelling is way off) pierced. it's cool.
this is my last update for a long while. i love you guys so much (my crew).