Long day...
Well, today I slept to late, and asked Cory to take Ra'chelle to school. I was so tired. I ended up watching the last 2 1/2 episodes of Star Wars last night. Then falling asleep. I am still pretty tired and stressed. I find that I spend most of my time that way, tired and stressed. Cory is watching Alex today and tomorrow since Ma had the spinal block done today. I need to go by over there and check on her. I really need to find somewhere to borrow some money from. I really need to go by here and here and here, and I really need the time at work. I am so stressed. My head is starting to ache. I think that I am getting a migraine. Oh well, have to function anyway. Talked to LeVa again today, told her some more about myself. I have snapped at Cory a couple of times, I guess I am just ill. He whined about having to watch Chelle and Alex today, was late getting Chelle off the school bus. That made me ill too. Then when I was talking to LeVa I discovered that Cory hadn't told her how close Alex could be to being Cory's kid. He had the nerve to tell me on an IM that I didn't tell him that it was close. I did too tell him that it was close. He just didn't get how close. But that is neither here nor there now. It is all over and done with. I am so tired. I don't feel like writing anymore. I miss my kids. I really want to see them today. Ra'chelle's birthday is today and I miss her so much... I will see her when I get home. Have to take them by to see Josh. Don't know if I should or not. But I don't feel like the drama right now. So I am just going to go over there and get it over with.
Hope tomorrow is better. Write more later.
Hope tomorrow is better. Write more later.