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Happy Holidays?
You would think that in 50 years and every person I love unreservedly and try to make happy, that I would learn. Learn to stop giving everything In my heart and soul only to be continuosly kicked in the head. Learn that people only care about what they get out of relationships, only making themselves happy.
But no, be it man, woman, child, or whatever, I try so hard to please and make happy and fulfill and end up only losing myself in the grand scheme. No matter. I cannot stop the habits and thoughts and dreams of my life and my prayers. I will not hurt the people I love. I cannot do that. It's just easier to swallow my hurt and my pride and pray that one day God may grant peace and some sort of happiness even if only for a while.
I will accept with gratitude the love from God and the dreams that continue to give me hope. I don't know any other way.
May all I know and love have a joyous holiday season and be safe if traveling. Blessed be.
You would think that in 50 years and every person I love unreservedly and try to make happy, that I would learn. Learn to stop giving everything In my heart and soul only to be continuosly kicked in the head. Learn that people only care about what they get out of relationships, only making themselves happy.
But no, be it man, woman, child, or whatever, I try so hard to please and make happy and fulfill and end up only losing myself in the grand scheme. No matter. I cannot stop the habits and thoughts and dreams of my life and my prayers. I will not hurt the people I love. I cannot do that. It's just easier to swallow my hurt and my pride and pray that one day God may grant peace and some sort of happiness even if only for a while.
I will accept with gratitude the love from God and the dreams that continue to give me hope. I don't know any other way.
May all I know and love have a joyous holiday season and be safe if traveling. Blessed be.