Cold
I feel the rush of feelings coming back...i have felt this pain before...this emptyness...this sense of being so alone even when ur surrounded....people who u consider the closest to u turn a blind eye....they arent the supportive friends u need....they just think your crazy...or needy....or stupid....ur family is oblivious....i feel like i am teetering over the edge again and all i need is a reason to jump...whats keeping from it? no one knows....no one gets it...they say they do but in all honesty they dont...i am losing my faith in humans...in life....i feel my depression rushing back in full force....out of nowhere...and for no real reason....this time i just dont think i have the energy to fight it....im tired of fighting....im just tired...