An unpdate
I have not been on here to post in forever. So I think today might be a good day too.
I'm at Mandy's house in her room with the window open watching a movie and feeling normal. I don't feel normal during the week, I don't know why. I feel useless and at the sometime used. I do the same thing everyday during the week. This past Wedesday I did not know what day it was. I thought hard and long about it. Like 15 min and could not figure out if it was Tuesday or Wednesday. I tried to think of what I did Monday and I guess Monday's thoughts and Tuesday's thoughts combined into one large idea in my head. I had to look at my cell to see it was Wednesday. When I come to Mandy's house for the weekends I feel.... 'Normal'. I don't feel like I do during the week. I don't know if it sleeping next to her that makes my weekends better then my weekdays. And I think that is why me and her have been having this little arguments lately, because I don't feel like the same person. I dunno if its my job or if its something else. I need to find out and find out soon. Cause I don't want it spreading into my weekend self. It scares me that it could happen.
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I'm going to rant now, express my thoughts on something that means something to me.
In Florida it is against the law to deface a flag of the US. Now I'm all for free speech and everything but doing that is dishonorable. Now I know the ACLU is going to jump on this faster then anything. But this is how I see it, you can go ahead and do this but do it inside your own house infront of your own type of people. Don't go out on the street, step on the flag rub it on your bare chest and then drag it on the ground while riding a bike. The reason I think that he should not do that is because I know if I saw some asshole doing that I would beat the holy piss outta him. And there are others that feel the same. So it would start something nasty, and that is unlawful. So throw his ass in jail and make him to his time.
I'm at Mandy's house in her room with the window open watching a movie and feeling normal. I don't feel normal during the week, I don't know why. I feel useless and at the sometime used. I do the same thing everyday during the week. This past Wedesday I did not know what day it was. I thought hard and long about it. Like 15 min and could not figure out if it was Tuesday or Wednesday. I tried to think of what I did Monday and I guess Monday's thoughts and Tuesday's thoughts combined into one large idea in my head. I had to look at my cell to see it was Wednesday. When I come to Mandy's house for the weekends I feel.... 'Normal'. I don't feel like I do during the week. I don't know if it sleeping next to her that makes my weekends better then my weekdays. And I think that is why me and her have been having this little arguments lately, because I don't feel like the same person. I dunno if its my job or if its something else. I need to find out and find out soon. Cause I don't want it spreading into my weekend self. It scares me that it could happen.
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I'm going to rant now, express my thoughts on something that means something to me.
In Florida it is against the law to deface a flag of the US. Now I'm all for free speech and everything but doing that is dishonorable. Now I know the ACLU is going to jump on this faster then anything. But this is how I see it, you can go ahead and do this but do it inside your own house infront of your own type of people. Don't go out on the street, step on the flag rub it on your bare chest and then drag it on the ground while riding a bike. The reason I think that he should not do that is because I know if I saw some asshole doing that I would beat the holy piss outta him. And there are others that feel the same. So it would start something nasty, and that is unlawful. So throw his ass in jail and make him to his time.