staring blankly ahead just makin my way
top five places i would rather be:
five. on an enchanted island with little cute elf's that resemble a cuter john benne ramsey. with little bows and arrows and they go around riding minuature stag's. they speak with soft voices and offer me 'relaxations' that taste like a good solid dark beer. and then all the 'high preistesses' just think i'm the cutest thing and cant keep their eyes off me. aka, fantasy land.
four. in the middle of making sweet love to the most beautiful woman i have ever met. well..i am a boy, you know. or sitting on the porch with a beautiful blonde who's not just in "comfy pj's" but in her "look how cute i am in my pj"s pj's and we're drinking beer at 4:30 am starin at the stares, and we're not tired. or that. yeah. something to do with her. *sigh*
three. it's safe to reserve one of these for a replaceable mood swing. but for now, three stands as, "being anywhere but here."
two. on the road, somewhere not in texas, with chill people i hardly know. it's always best that way. people are awesome in small doses. it's like strong medicines. when people know they dont have to put up with you, they spoil you until you're gone, and thats that. i'm not saying single serving friends but you know...vacation friends. i'm not as clever as the guy who wrote fight club. moving on.
the number one place i'd rather be right now: sleeping soundly in a soft bed with big pillows and comfortable sheets with the room temp around 50-60 degrees so it's nice and cold and i curl up in my blanket and be warm and snooze. insomnia is a bitch. how pathetic is it that i have to dream of good sleep. that's just...sad.