今夜 | Nao/Ruki - Reita/Ruki | R | Oneshot
Title: 今夜
Featuring: The GazettE and alice nine.
Pairings: Nao/Ruki, Reita/Ruki
Genre: Angst, smut
Rating: R
Warnings: Sex. Cheating. Abuse.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but these words and an imagination.
Summary: "Ruki, were have you been? Shopping this late, don't use that lie towards me once more. You lie horribly." Reita was surely angered. "I was, err..." I can't think of anything.
Another night; how many days have we been doing this shameful, pleasuring, crime exactly?
Well it'll be useless asking you at this moment. Not even I can think of an answer. Our minds, or maybe just mine, are fogged with lust. It's so heavy!
My legs wrap around your waist as you requested. Your swollen, erect length burying deep inside me. This atmosphere, it's filled with loud moans and the sound of constant flesh colliding. But my noises were soon muffled by your mouth covering mine, swallowing all my moans you caused. My tongue eagerly enters your mouth. Your sweet taste is pleasing. You've been eating Chow Mein with sweet and sour sauce glazed chicken and sesame seeds, haven't you? It sounds as delicious as it tastes. Did you cook it yourself? You were always such a talented boy, you must have cooked it yourself.
Our tongues meet, shyily touching before engaging in a battle for domaince. You win, of course, you always win.
Your kind, smooth hands cease rubbing my sides and instead slide down to my hips, grasping harshly. After all these years of drumming of course you're extremely strong.Though you look so cute, sweet, innocent. But so strong. You'll protect me, won't you?
You thrust into me, slowly and soft. But you don't want it that way, you know I don't either. Soon the gentleness fades and you thrust harder. Your grip on my hips will definitely leave marks, even your nails are digging deep into my flesh. In a short time you'll probably break the skin, make me bleed. You truely don't want that though, to hurt me. You try to soften your grasp, kissing my neck in apology.
Of course I forgive you.
I put my vocals to use, to do the one thing they do best. Besides shrieking... I screamed as your needy length crashed into my prostate. Tightening around you, I'm sorry if I'm hurting you, you moan loudly in pleasure though. I'm glad, relieved.
Your delicious, addictive lips press lightly against my ear. You know I'm taken, you know I shouldn't be doing this with you. I can't be yours and you're not allowed to mark me. That saddens you, doesn't it? Maybe someday I can be truely yours. You wish that everytime I leave, I can tell.
I throw my head back, that usual feeling uncoiling in my stomach. I know, I'm not going to be able to last long.
One of your hands glide down to my needy, leaking member. You stroke it roughly, attempting to match your thrusts. But the thrusting has become so desperate, you won't last too long either and you're getting so tired.
"Will you come for me, hime?" You ask so kindly. I'm your princess? But I'm not even female, you silly boy.
My mouth dropping in a silent scream, my release spills all over my stomach after you aim at my prostate repeatedly. As soon as my muscle tightens around your length you release too. Your sweet seed painting the walls of my insides. In that way, that is the only one, you claim me.
We collapse on your soft fluffy bed, your arms wrap around my waist. "Please, Ruki-san, stay with me tonight..." You ask, the fifth time this week. "Nao-chan, you know I can't do that. I'm sorry..." I feel so guilty with your pleading eyes staring into me. "I understand... Reita would be furious."
You sound so sad. "I. I... care for you a lot Nao, I wouldn't want Reita to suspect something and possibly hurt you."
I dress myself hastifully, I can feel your disappointed eyes watching me. Please, you're burning my heart. "I'll walk you out, Ruki." You say, getting up and pulling on your yutaka. "Thank you."
As soon as we reach the door, your fingers tangle in mine. Our lips meet for one last time, tonight at least. "Have a good night and please be safe." Nao, I'm afraid to say, I love you. "Have sweet dreams." The only response I could think of, instead of confessing my true feelings.
You smile so kindly, still I can see saddness. Bid our good byes for the night.
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I walked into our, Reita's and my own, apartment. The TV is shut off and it's extremely quiet. I pray you're not home.
"Ruki, were have you been? Shopping this late, don't use that lie towards me once more. You lie horribly." Reita was surely angered. "I was, err..." I can't think of anything.
You walk towards me in such a way that I'm terribly frightened by you. "Why are you scared?" You ask tauntingly. Soon your lips are pressed against mine, I'm fooled that you're clueless. Soon you are leading me into our room, stripping me of my jacket and shirt. Your mouth connects to my neck, biting harshly and licking to comfort. Marking me the way Nao wishes he could.
I was so fooled. Fooled to where I never noticed your hands slipping into my pants, into my underwear. Evidence. You pull out your finger. It's covered with some of Nao's thick white, seed that seeped out.
"Who have you been sleeping with? Don't lie, remember. You even smell of sex."
"Reita, please..." I drop to the floor, bowing peasent like at your feet. "Please, forgive me. And don't harm him." I feel your malicious gaze on me. Your hands slip to your waist, pulling off your white studded belt. "Please..." I whisper.
The air between us was broken by the sound of leather whipping flesh and I whimper loudly.
You repeatedly struck my back, I can feel the skin breaking. I'm bleeding and sob. "Please! Reita stop!"
"Stop you're fucking whining!" You yell ever so coldly. "You're fucking Alice Nine's drummer aren't you? Aoi saw you walking into his apartment the other night."
"I'm sorry, Reita I love you-"
"Then why are you sleeping with him? Do I not please you anymore?" You belt slaps my skin again. "Don't you even answer me. I don't care what you have to say anymore.
"You're a dirty fucking whore, that's what you are. You don't love me, I bet you don't even love Nao, you love sex."
That... That wasn't true. "Shut up! You don't know anything!" I shouted, soon regretting such thing. You kneel infront of me, gripping my hair and pulling me up a little. "You watch your mouth towards me." You slap my cheek, at least five times, until my cheek is flushed and bruised.
"What don't I know now?" You asked, amused with my tears. "I... I do love you." And I love Nao... maybe even more than you. "You lying whore." Your fist came down fast at my already abused cheek, making me scream at the sharp pain. "Now tell Nao you can't play anymore." You said, making me sound like a child.
"And you better not speak to anyone about this." You added before leaving the room.
As soon as your out of sight, I pray you're too far for you to hear me, I pull out my cell phone and dial Nao's number hastily.
"Moshi moshi."
"Nao... Ruki desu kedo."
"Ruki? Are you okay? You sound terrified."
"Never mind that... please... I want to stay with you tonight."
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I know I must have made mistakes, please point out errors for me nicely. Remember my English is kinda bad.
Comments are love!~ Please tell me what you think...
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Featuring: The GazettE and alice nine.
Pairings: Nao/Ruki, Reita/Ruki
Genre: Angst, smut
Rating: R
Warnings: Sex. Cheating. Abuse.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but these words and an imagination.
Summary: "Ruki, were have you been? Shopping this late, don't use that lie towards me once more. You lie horribly." Reita was surely angered. "I was, err..." I can't think of anything.
Another night; how many days have we been doing this shameful, pleasuring, crime exactly?
Well it'll be useless asking you at this moment. Not even I can think of an answer. Our minds, or maybe just mine, are fogged with lust. It's so heavy!
My legs wrap around your waist as you requested. Your swollen, erect length burying deep inside me. This atmosphere, it's filled with loud moans and the sound of constant flesh colliding. But my noises were soon muffled by your mouth covering mine, swallowing all my moans you caused. My tongue eagerly enters your mouth. Your sweet taste is pleasing. You've been eating Chow Mein with sweet and sour sauce glazed chicken and sesame seeds, haven't you? It sounds as delicious as it tastes. Did you cook it yourself? You were always such a talented boy, you must have cooked it yourself.
Our tongues meet, shyily touching before engaging in a battle for domaince. You win, of course, you always win.
Your kind, smooth hands cease rubbing my sides and instead slide down to my hips, grasping harshly. After all these years of drumming of course you're extremely strong.Though you look so cute, sweet, innocent. But so strong. You'll protect me, won't you?
You thrust into me, slowly and soft. But you don't want it that way, you know I don't either. Soon the gentleness fades and you thrust harder. Your grip on my hips will definitely leave marks, even your nails are digging deep into my flesh. In a short time you'll probably break the skin, make me bleed. You truely don't want that though, to hurt me. You try to soften your grasp, kissing my neck in apology.
Of course I forgive you.
I put my vocals to use, to do the one thing they do best. Besides shrieking... I screamed as your needy length crashed into my prostate. Tightening around you, I'm sorry if I'm hurting you, you moan loudly in pleasure though. I'm glad, relieved.
Your delicious, addictive lips press lightly against my ear. You know I'm taken, you know I shouldn't be doing this with you. I can't be yours and you're not allowed to mark me. That saddens you, doesn't it? Maybe someday I can be truely yours. You wish that everytime I leave, I can tell.
I throw my head back, that usual feeling uncoiling in my stomach. I know, I'm not going to be able to last long.
One of your hands glide down to my needy, leaking member. You stroke it roughly, attempting to match your thrusts. But the thrusting has become so desperate, you won't last too long either and you're getting so tired.
"Will you come for me, hime?" You ask so kindly. I'm your princess? But I'm not even female, you silly boy.
My mouth dropping in a silent scream, my release spills all over my stomach after you aim at my prostate repeatedly. As soon as my muscle tightens around your length you release too. Your sweet seed painting the walls of my insides. In that way, that is the only one, you claim me.
We collapse on your soft fluffy bed, your arms wrap around my waist. "Please, Ruki-san, stay with me tonight..." You ask, the fifth time this week. "Nao-chan, you know I can't do that. I'm sorry..." I feel so guilty with your pleading eyes staring into me. "I understand... Reita would be furious."
You sound so sad. "I. I... care for you a lot Nao, I wouldn't want Reita to suspect something and possibly hurt you."
I dress myself hastifully, I can feel your disappointed eyes watching me. Please, you're burning my heart. "I'll walk you out, Ruki." You say, getting up and pulling on your yutaka. "Thank you."
As soon as we reach the door, your fingers tangle in mine. Our lips meet for one last time, tonight at least. "Have a good night and please be safe." Nao, I'm afraid to say, I love you. "Have sweet dreams." The only response I could think of, instead of confessing my true feelings.
You smile so kindly, still I can see saddness. Bid our good byes for the night.
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I walked into our, Reita's and my own, apartment. The TV is shut off and it's extremely quiet. I pray you're not home.
"Ruki, were have you been? Shopping this late, don't use that lie towards me once more. You lie horribly." Reita was surely angered. "I was, err..." I can't think of anything.
You walk towards me in such a way that I'm terribly frightened by you. "Why are you scared?" You ask tauntingly. Soon your lips are pressed against mine, I'm fooled that you're clueless. Soon you are leading me into our room, stripping me of my jacket and shirt. Your mouth connects to my neck, biting harshly and licking to comfort. Marking me the way Nao wishes he could.
I was so fooled. Fooled to where I never noticed your hands slipping into my pants, into my underwear. Evidence. You pull out your finger. It's covered with some of Nao's thick white, seed that seeped out.
"Who have you been sleeping with? Don't lie, remember. You even smell of sex."
"Reita, please..." I drop to the floor, bowing peasent like at your feet. "Please, forgive me. And don't harm him." I feel your malicious gaze on me. Your hands slip to your waist, pulling off your white studded belt. "Please..." I whisper.
The air between us was broken by the sound of leather whipping flesh and I whimper loudly.
You repeatedly struck my back, I can feel the skin breaking. I'm bleeding and sob. "Please! Reita stop!"
"Stop you're fucking whining!" You yell ever so coldly. "You're fucking Alice Nine's drummer aren't you? Aoi saw you walking into his apartment the other night."
"I'm sorry, Reita I love you-"
"Then why are you sleeping with him? Do I not please you anymore?" You belt slaps my skin again. "Don't you even answer me. I don't care what you have to say anymore.
"You're a dirty fucking whore, that's what you are. You don't love me, I bet you don't even love Nao, you love sex."
That... That wasn't true. "Shut up! You don't know anything!" I shouted, soon regretting such thing. You kneel infront of me, gripping my hair and pulling me up a little. "You watch your mouth towards me." You slap my cheek, at least five times, until my cheek is flushed and bruised.
"What don't I know now?" You asked, amused with my tears. "I... I do love you." And I love Nao... maybe even more than you. "You lying whore." Your fist came down fast at my already abused cheek, making me scream at the sharp pain. "Now tell Nao you can't play anymore." You said, making me sound like a child.
"And you better not speak to anyone about this." You added before leaving the room.
As soon as your out of sight, I pray you're too far for you to hear me, I pull out my cell phone and dial Nao's number hastily.
"Moshi moshi."
"Nao... Ruki desu kedo."
"Ruki? Are you okay? You sound terrified."
"Never mind that... please... I want to stay with you tonight."
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I know I must have made mistakes, please point out errors for me nicely. Remember my English is kinda bad.
Comments are love!~ Please tell me what you think...
|| fan fiction archive ||