Goodbye to leaving you | Jui/Kisaki | PG | Oneshot
Featuring: Phantasmagoria/Kisaki Project & Vidoll
Pairings: Jui/Kisaki
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Disclaimer: I don't own Phantasmagoria nor Vidoll.
Comments: This was inspired by the converstation Hanako and I had a while ago.
Summary: "I won't let anyone else have you." Kisaki spoke bitterly.
Jui watched his sleeping lover. His face looked so calm and peaceful. Jui's heart felt so heavy, the thought of him eventually having to tell Kisaki that he was leaving, the thought of seeing sadness in his eyes made his heart break.
He quietly slipped out of their bedroom, getting together his clothing. "Jui, are you having troubles sleeping?" A familiar voice spoke behind him. "Kisaki..." Caught. Jui's hands filled with a suit case and some of his belongings.
"I'm sorry if I woke you..."
"Where are you going?" Kisaki's voice trailed, putting his hand to Jui's shoulder. "Why are you leaving me?" He grasped harshly on his lover's shoulder, his nailed digging into the flesh. "Why Jui? What did I do to displease you?" Jui could hear Kisaki was trying to choke back his tears, his voice broke a bit.
"Kisaki... I--" Jui stood face to face with the other man, smiling sadly. "I'm--"
"No!" Kisaki cried, pounding his fist into Jui's chest. "Why? Why? Jui! I love you so much! Why are you leaving me?" Jui watched guiltfully as Kisaki started to sob, still beating at his chest weakly.
"I'm sorry Kisaki." Jui pulled Kisaki into an embrace, kissing his head. "Please understand...."
Kisaki tried to push Jui away, yet failing. "Understand what?!" He yelled, digging his fingers into Jui's sides. "We were fine, for all these years. Why now? Why so sudden?
"Why did you try to leave while I was sleeping?!"
Jui whinced at the pain, the pain in Kisaki's voice wasn't as bad as the pain he was causing on Jui's body. "I won't let anyone else have you." Kisaki spoke bitterly. Jui let out a slightly frustrated sigh. "See. I tried to leave while you when resting to avoid all this. I knew you wouldn't understand..."
"No! You don't understand! I opened my heart to you, I allowed you to see and know my vulnerabilities. I loved you, and now I can't stop loving you!
"Besides, what really is there to understand? You're leaving me for your band. You never cared for me, did you? Those nights that I thought to believe we made love when you made lies." Kisaki said coldly. "That's not true." Jui said defensively. "I love you, Kisaki."
Kisaki finally managed to pull away. "I'm not in the mood for this. Go! Leave if you want... I'll-- I'll survive." Kisaki's eyes filled with tears, but he didn't let them fall. "Good bye... Jui." Kisaki choked out before storming out of the room.
Jui gather his things, walking out of the apartment and trying to ignore the temptation to look back. He settled himself in his car, his eyes suddenly feeling heavy. He couldn't hold back, he buried his face into his hands, sobbing uncontrollably.
Kisaki...
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Pairings: Jui/Kisaki
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Disclaimer: I don't own Phantasmagoria nor Vidoll.
Comments: This was inspired by the converstation Hanako and I had a while ago.
Summary: "I won't let anyone else have you." Kisaki spoke bitterly.
Jui watched his sleeping lover. His face looked so calm and peaceful. Jui's heart felt so heavy, the thought of him eventually having to tell Kisaki that he was leaving, the thought of seeing sadness in his eyes made his heart break.
He quietly slipped out of their bedroom, getting together his clothing. "Jui, are you having troubles sleeping?" A familiar voice spoke behind him. "Kisaki..." Caught. Jui's hands filled with a suit case and some of his belongings.
"I'm sorry if I woke you..."
"Where are you going?" Kisaki's voice trailed, putting his hand to Jui's shoulder. "Why are you leaving me?" He grasped harshly on his lover's shoulder, his nailed digging into the flesh. "Why Jui? What did I do to displease you?" Jui could hear Kisaki was trying to choke back his tears, his voice broke a bit.
"Kisaki... I--" Jui stood face to face with the other man, smiling sadly. "I'm--"
"No!" Kisaki cried, pounding his fist into Jui's chest. "Why? Why? Jui! I love you so much! Why are you leaving me?" Jui watched guiltfully as Kisaki started to sob, still beating at his chest weakly.
"I'm sorry Kisaki." Jui pulled Kisaki into an embrace, kissing his head. "Please understand...."
Kisaki tried to push Jui away, yet failing. "Understand what?!" He yelled, digging his fingers into Jui's sides. "We were fine, for all these years. Why now? Why so sudden?
"Why did you try to leave while I was sleeping?!"
Jui whinced at the pain, the pain in Kisaki's voice wasn't as bad as the pain he was causing on Jui's body. "I won't let anyone else have you." Kisaki spoke bitterly. Jui let out a slightly frustrated sigh. "See. I tried to leave while you when resting to avoid all this. I knew you wouldn't understand..."
"No! You don't understand! I opened my heart to you, I allowed you to see and know my vulnerabilities. I loved you, and now I can't stop loving you!
"Besides, what really is there to understand? You're leaving me for your band. You never cared for me, did you? Those nights that I thought to believe we made love when you made lies." Kisaki said coldly. "That's not true." Jui said defensively. "I love you, Kisaki."
Kisaki finally managed to pull away. "I'm not in the mood for this. Go! Leave if you want... I'll-- I'll survive." Kisaki's eyes filled with tears, but he didn't let them fall. "Good bye... Jui." Kisaki choked out before storming out of the room.
Jui gather his things, walking out of the apartment and trying to ignore the temptation to look back. He settled himself in his car, his eyes suddenly feeling heavy. He couldn't hold back, he buried his face into his hands, sobbing uncontrollably.
Kisaki...
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