*crawls in grasping for someone..................*
yeah soo...........
long time no write.....
ni hao....
i was talking with my mom and she wanted to talk with my dad about me moving down there*** texas*** and i was like sure, it couldn't harm anything...
I WAS SOOOOOOO WRONG!!!!!!!!!!
i called my sister and asked her how i should bring up the subject when my mom called.... just hey she wants to talk to you or oh btw mom is calling and wants to talk with you... she said i'll tell him, put him on and then you won't get into trouble....blah! yeah right!
he blew up at me! yelled and screamed for over two hours! and i did the best i could to defend myself but io admit i was crying most of the time. he took away my internet and my cell phone completely shutting off my outside world and boy does it blow big time! it's been more than two weeks and i'm still confined to nothingness.....i have only them to talk to and it kills me.....
but he threw my cell back at me and i've been only talking to essential people late at night on the weekends... i think i've only talked with Marc, and that was to keep him from worring and sending out one of our friends to kidnapp/ rescue me from my family.
as long as i can talk with him it's ok.....i realy needed him during this time and i'm soo glad he's here. if he wasn't i'd have gone mad by now...THIS IS WHY I HATE MY FAMILY this is the exact reason...... oh well...
ooh on a lighter note my grandfather is out of town for a week!!!
SWEET!
AND!!! and i just celebrated my 19th birthday on the 25th!!!!
i'm soooooo excited!
this is what i got so far as gifts:
mom.....check ^.^
sister: lots of makeup and nail care stuff....i guess i didn't have enough
grandfather: a new toothbrush....yeah a toothbrush..it's an upgrade to the sonicare i have but still.....
dad: a 256 mb card for my mp3 player ^.^ very nice...and he let me pic out a movie... i went for anime of course and got the second Card Capter Sakura movie! benn waiting a year for it!
in japanese of course! haven't gotten anyother at the moment, but i didn't realy need anything anyway...
Marc said he was getting me some new earings since mine are getting old.....^.^ yeah new silver hoops gotta love em
and the only reason i know is b/c he wouldn't let me not get anything so i told him the simplest thing i was going to get myself...basic silver hoops for my ears...
inexpensive and a good quality just what i wanted...^.^ gotta love the boy, i know i do.
anywho that is about all.... hopefully i'll be able to get on soon...till then i just wanted to give a basic update and make sure i'm still alive
hon na na!
long time no write.....
ni hao....
i was talking with my mom and she wanted to talk with my dad about me moving down there*** texas*** and i was like sure, it couldn't harm anything...
I WAS SOOOOOOO WRONG!!!!!!!!!!
i called my sister and asked her how i should bring up the subject when my mom called.... just hey she wants to talk to you or oh btw mom is calling and wants to talk with you... she said i'll tell him, put him on and then you won't get into trouble....blah! yeah right!
he blew up at me! yelled and screamed for over two hours! and i did the best i could to defend myself but io admit i was crying most of the time. he took away my internet and my cell phone completely shutting off my outside world and boy does it blow big time! it's been more than two weeks and i'm still confined to nothingness.....i have only them to talk to and it kills me.....
but he threw my cell back at me and i've been only talking to essential people late at night on the weekends... i think i've only talked with Marc, and that was to keep him from worring and sending out one of our friends to kidnapp/ rescue me from my family.
as long as i can talk with him it's ok.....i realy needed him during this time and i'm soo glad he's here. if he wasn't i'd have gone mad by now...THIS IS WHY I HATE MY FAMILY this is the exact reason...... oh well...
ooh on a lighter note my grandfather is out of town for a week!!!
SWEET!
AND!!! and i just celebrated my 19th birthday on the 25th!!!!
i'm soooooo excited!
this is what i got so far as gifts:
mom.....check ^.^
sister: lots of makeup and nail care stuff....i guess i didn't have enough
grandfather: a new toothbrush....yeah a toothbrush..it's an upgrade to the sonicare i have but still.....
dad: a 256 mb card for my mp3 player ^.^ very nice...and he let me pic out a movie... i went for anime of course and got the second Card Capter Sakura movie! benn waiting a year for it!
in japanese of course! haven't gotten anyother at the moment, but i didn't realy need anything anyway...
Marc said he was getting me some new earings since mine are getting old.....^.^ yeah new silver hoops gotta love em
and the only reason i know is b/c he wouldn't let me not get anything so i told him the simplest thing i was going to get myself...basic silver hoops for my ears...
inexpensive and a good quality just what i wanted...^.^ gotta love the boy, i know i do.
anywho that is about all.... hopefully i'll be able to get on soon...till then i just wanted to give a basic update and make sure i'm still alive
hon na na!