blah... yeah just blah....... :p
yeah... so i need to update huh.....
i feel so depressed at the moment... i guess it was talking with raye... we were talking about marriage. yeah i know marc and i have talked about it and i said anytime after i turn 21....i want to be able to drink at my wedding ty very much, and then we started talking about how that is two years away and how marc and i wanted to live together for a year to see if we can handle each other. so i'm thinking two years! i could be married in two years! ACK!
that seems sooo soon i guess... it gave me a weird worried feeling.
i mean i want to marry him no question there, but i want to be able to plan as i need to for a wedding and i kinda wanted to be financially stable and able to pay for it not to mention i'm not sure if i want to do that during college or if i should wait. things like that have been running in my head and and now i feel uneasy and worried. i know that he is the one i want to spend the rest of my life with but i'm just wondering about how to time this. when i move down there till 2006 that is two years....raye suggested we take those two years to get used to the idea and from 2006-08 we plan then marry, which puts us at 23, that is a good age and we would have lived together for at least a year and know if we are truely compatible the way we know we are. yeah so i think we should plan on a definite date in 2008. yeah i think that would be best. i'll have to talk with him about it and see what he thinks, can't just make a decision yeah know....
well i think that is all for today... not too much else to talk about if that is the main thing on my brain
oh btw!!!!!!!!!!! LA LI HOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel so depressed at the moment... i guess it was talking with raye... we were talking about marriage. yeah i know marc and i have talked about it and i said anytime after i turn 21....i want to be able to drink at my wedding ty very much, and then we started talking about how that is two years away and how marc and i wanted to live together for a year to see if we can handle each other. so i'm thinking two years! i could be married in two years! ACK!
that seems sooo soon i guess... it gave me a weird worried feeling.
i mean i want to marry him no question there, but i want to be able to plan as i need to for a wedding and i kinda wanted to be financially stable and able to pay for it not to mention i'm not sure if i want to do that during college or if i should wait. things like that have been running in my head and and now i feel uneasy and worried. i know that he is the one i want to spend the rest of my life with but i'm just wondering about how to time this. when i move down there till 2006 that is two years....raye suggested we take those two years to get used to the idea and from 2006-08 we plan then marry, which puts us at 23, that is a good age and we would have lived together for at least a year and know if we are truely compatible the way we know we are. yeah so i think we should plan on a definite date in 2008. yeah i think that would be best. i'll have to talk with him about it and see what he thinks, can't just make a decision yeah know....
well i think that is all for today... not too much else to talk about if that is the main thing on my brain
oh btw!!!!!!!!!!! LA LI HOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!