i know what i want

[sous_le_ciel]

thing is,
i'm awful at this. i have no clue what i am doing.
it's worth me figuring it out; getting a clue.
i'm not an artist/poet/songwriter/director so i can't handle those job descriptions.
just an imitator.
that and i sound like a fag sometimes.

i'm going to go play some deathmetal, cause i'm mad badass.