Bored
Yeah so I am pretty bored right now... I had Panera earlier with Brittany today and that was good. But now I’m home and just sitting here trying to pass the time away.
You know what I miss, all the drama. When we were younger, or freshmen, everything that happened was so filled with drama but it made life more interesting. I mean come on what makes a movie or a book? A problem. To be honest I don’t really have problems in my life right now. I mean my parents are the only thin I can really say bugs me. I just feel like so…blah. All I do is go to school, work, and hang out. Well what else is there to do? I guess I’m just not satisfied. Don’t get me wrong there are times when I totally am but lately it just hasn’t been cutting it.
School. I go there everyday. Its not that bad, I just feel like I don’t talk to anyone at school. I feel like that’s not the place to go to see my friends. I see my peers at school. Yeah I get to see Mar and Bri every day but only for a little bit. I feel like I haven’t seen Bri in forever and I’m just lucky to hang with Mar at lunch every day. As for Sara and Krista, I feel like were not even friends any more. We never call each other or hang out. There just people I used to get along with when we were younger. Then there is the group of kids I love talking to, but never hang out with out side of school. I told Andrea like last week that she felt closer to me then my actual best friend just because I haven’t been able to talk to her for so long. So just isn’t challenging either. Its like I’m going so I have something to do all day. I never have homework. I have al A’s. Its like I’ve hit the peak so what’s the point?
Work. I love it there. I always look forward to going. Everyone is so easygoing and fun to be around. That’s a part of my life when I’m actually happy. I guess it’s because I’m with my friends. The only other time I feel like this is when I’m with Marisa, Bri, and Tracy. (I miss her) But I love that I made a bunch of friends and I think its so cool that a majority of them are guys, because I don’t really have guy friends. I have Chris and that’s about it. No offence but he doesn’t really count.
Brittany invited me to her house today. She is having a bunch of people over like last night, but tonight its all people I know. Naman, Nick, Procknow, Justine, Kayla, Kyle, Mallory, Cassie, and that whole group. Brittany was all like they won’t even care if you’re there but I think I would feel way out of place.
Well nothing going on in my boring life. I’m so looking forward to Sunday! Fright Fest is going to be so much fun! I’m very excited to hang out with Joe. I think I like him, lol. No I’m pretty sure I like him. I can’t wait its gonna be SO fun!
You know what I miss, all the drama. When we were younger, or freshmen, everything that happened was so filled with drama but it made life more interesting. I mean come on what makes a movie or a book? A problem. To be honest I don’t really have problems in my life right now. I mean my parents are the only thin I can really say bugs me. I just feel like so…blah. All I do is go to school, work, and hang out. Well what else is there to do? I guess I’m just not satisfied. Don’t get me wrong there are times when I totally am but lately it just hasn’t been cutting it.
School. I go there everyday. Its not that bad, I just feel like I don’t talk to anyone at school. I feel like that’s not the place to go to see my friends. I see my peers at school. Yeah I get to see Mar and Bri every day but only for a little bit. I feel like I haven’t seen Bri in forever and I’m just lucky to hang with Mar at lunch every day. As for Sara and Krista, I feel like were not even friends any more. We never call each other or hang out. There just people I used to get along with when we were younger. Then there is the group of kids I love talking to, but never hang out with out side of school. I told Andrea like last week that she felt closer to me then my actual best friend just because I haven’t been able to talk to her for so long. So just isn’t challenging either. Its like I’m going so I have something to do all day. I never have homework. I have al A’s. Its like I’ve hit the peak so what’s the point?
Work. I love it there. I always look forward to going. Everyone is so easygoing and fun to be around. That’s a part of my life when I’m actually happy. I guess it’s because I’m with my friends. The only other time I feel like this is when I’m with Marisa, Bri, and Tracy. (I miss her) But I love that I made a bunch of friends and I think its so cool that a majority of them are guys, because I don’t really have guy friends. I have Chris and that’s about it. No offence but he doesn’t really count.
Brittany invited me to her house today. She is having a bunch of people over like last night, but tonight its all people I know. Naman, Nick, Procknow, Justine, Kayla, Kyle, Mallory, Cassie, and that whole group. Brittany was all like they won’t even care if you’re there but I think I would feel way out of place.
Well nothing going on in my boring life. I’m so looking forward to Sunday! Fright Fest is going to be so much fun! I’m very excited to hang out with Joe. I think I like him, lol. No I’m pretty sure I like him. I can’t wait its gonna be SO fun!