Oct 13, 2005 22:28
So yeah today was pretty much lame. Went to school. Brittany drove me it was fun times. I love hanging out with her. I always find out new things about her every time we hang. It makes me feel special that she can open up to me now. It always used to be ‘there is so much stuff you don’t know about me’ I know that I don’t know everything but its cool how she shares some stuff. And let me tell ya I have gotten A LOT better at keeping secrets.
Well the day went by as it always does. First hour, lame guest speaker, lit to film…boring as usual. Gym, we had our last day of golf. Even though I suck so bad it was still fun. Went to clothing. I don’t even want to start thinking about Ms. Blevins. Lunch. I don’t know why I ate today but I’m mad I did because it wasn’t healthy food so I kind of have this sick feeling. Mathà amazing as usual. Journalism, not very eventful. I didn’t talk to Xavier today. Some dumb sophomore stole his computer. Oh well I got work done today.
Later. I came home. Went to the bank with my mom. West Suburban PISSES me off. I’m so glad I closed my account there. I cut up my debit card today. It was sort of sad. Then we went over to Bank One and I opened a savings account. No more checking for me! Went home. Did some abs. Got ready. Left.
Met Javy and two of his friends at the mall. Chech and Ryan. I was so mad we went to Hollister, he was going to save me money on my winter coat and his discount card wouldn’t work, they were like you have to go to the one you work at. LAME! Then we all went to the movies and saw In Her Shoes. It was good but I didn’t get to finish it because Javy had to take home his friends and we left with like a half hour left of the movie. Oh well. His friend Ryan was kind of scary though. Don’t get me wrong he was gorgeous but he kept touching my leg and he was all like lets go in the haunted manor. Okay kid... I just met you. Do not touch me please until I know you and like you! I’m not that kind of girl.
So I went to the lobby and just sort of hung out. Then Patrick showed up. Followed by Jan, Chase, Melissa, Beth, and John. We were all just sort of hanging out, walking around the mall. It was Chase’s 18th birthday today and he was wearing this crown and a bunch of Mardi Gras beads. I got a strand of blue ones…wouldn’t you like to know what I did to earn them lol. Then we walked to Jewel and bought Oreos and milk then we waked back to the break room and ate it. I was so mad I bought some awesome gold earrings at Von Maur the other day and one fell out of my ear. I was so sad. Anyways me Jan and Patrick were kind of mad because Chase is always with Melissa and Beth. We think he is fun with out them. Like last week it was me Jan, Karl, and Chase and we had so much fun. We really want to hang with him. Well I got his number so I’ll find out where he lives and kid nap him one day. Yes sounds good.
I can’t stand my mom. I got in trouble when I got home. She was all like I don’t want you to hang out with Javy because he is Mexican. How racist is she. She thinks it means he is poor, or low. I just can’t stand how she is so un-accepting of anyone who isn’t white. Earlier she told me don’t smoke any pot because that’s where it comes from is the Mexicans. She was all like one of my friends married a Mexican and all he did was smoke pot and he threw his life away. Okay I have no plans what so ever to date Javy. Why can’t I just be friends with him. She is horrible. To anyone who knows how I feel about some other races don’t call me a hypocrite, I know its bad and I guess I get it from my mom. But I would be friends with those people, I guess I just wouldn’t date them. So I hope that makes it a little better.
So tomorrow night I get off at 11:30. I don’t like it at home. I want to find someone to go out with after work. That is if my stupid mom will let me. She is all like you cant go out anymore. You need to stay home and study. Study for what I have straight A’s so shut up.
My mom told me a story about how one of her boyfriends friends drugged her onetime. She was like oh I was so messed up I couldn’t even open my eyes and I had to stay over at his house. That was quite random but I don’t know I can’t stop thinking about it. You really never know whom you can trust.
I can’t wait for college. I’ve decided to apply for NIU, Columbia and I’m still deciding if I want to throw in Loyola or DePaul. Going to school downtown will be amazing, I just hope I’m smart enough to get into any of them. Well Wish me luck…I think I’ll start applying on Sunday night.