Serendipity
Im soo pissed off right now. Ireally cant stand myparents. I cant wait to get out of this house. Well todays the day started off perfectly fine but then it just kept getting sour. Well while I was at home, while at work I was busy having the time of my life.
So I woke up and I felt GREAT! I havent felt like that in the morning in a loong time. Then I went tanning, and let me tell ya it felt so good. Then I wen home took a shower and proceded to get ready for work. Then my mom starts screaming at me saying I stole her make up. I didnt even touch it! Then she started punching me, and I kept telling her I didnt take it and she was all like ur such a liar and then she found it in my sisters room and she still hit me again even after she found it...WHY IS SHE SO CRAZY! I really dont understanf why she has to beat us all the yime. Was she treated like that when she was little? I just cant stand it! i cant wait for the day when she breaks one of my ribs or something so she'll feel bad or what she did and get in some trouble. You should EVER treat anyone like that no matter who you are.
Workage! So went to work and I was in box with Matt, Eric, Lisa< Jessica K, Mike, Jerry, and Chase. It was okay. I was so happy when Tori pulled me out of there and hake me make nachos. I made them with the new kid Jake. Hes a punk and I LOVE his faux-hawk hair. He's cool. Then I went back to box. And even though I was stuck with the crappiest job I was still having a good time. I feel so loved at the theater, even more loved than I do at my own home. Thats sad because I dont even know some of these people very well.
So tonight me Javy and Joe, and some of javy's friends were supposed to hang out. But when I got home the answer was no. On Monday someone ate nachos in the family room and left the plate in there and no one knoews who ate them. So my dad being the jerk he is said were all grounded until he finds ou who did it, and I know I didnt do it, I dont eat nachos. And my sis and bro deneyd it too so my dad is like all weekend you cant do anything. I hate him! Im seventeen years old. In a few months (5) i will be an adult and he is STILL grounding me!? WTF! He treats me like such a little kid thats why I cant wait to go to college. So I dont have to live with them anymore. I cant stand my parents. I want to go to college and I want to live on my own away from them with people who acctually like me. I just feel so unwanted at home. And its not a good feeling at all. I hate how I'm being treated like a five year old for something I didnt do. Im so scared to be a parent when I grow up because I'm scared I will ruing a life like my parents ruined mine. I just want to work all the time now so I can get away from them.
So this week...Monday- I need to find out if Im working at limited too or not. Its Cory's birthday I need to figure out whats going on with him. Tuesday- Maybe babysitting at Janies night...might be free. Wednesday-Thurday. Nothing planned I know one night going to Gino's East for pizza so if anyone wants to join me and Bri, the more the merrier! Friday- The fall out boy concert. I have no clue if I'm going or not. If I do I think its with Javy. I have to talk to Cory and figure it out. Then Saturday is homecoming. Im kind of aprehensive about it. I dont' know how Cory feels about me. Its making me kind of squemish. I just hope everythign works out. My skin is burnt. It hurts. Why am I so blonde sometimes? Well now Im watching Serendipity, maybe I'll watch the Newlyweds spacial features, or some Gilmore Girls to put me in a better mood. If I was a dark person I think I would kill myself to get out of this. I just have to stay strong until I can go to college.
So I woke up and I felt GREAT! I havent felt like that in the morning in a loong time. Then I went tanning, and let me tell ya it felt so good. Then I wen home took a shower and proceded to get ready for work. Then my mom starts screaming at me saying I stole her make up. I didnt even touch it! Then she started punching me, and I kept telling her I didnt take it and she was all like ur such a liar and then she found it in my sisters room and she still hit me again even after she found it...WHY IS SHE SO CRAZY! I really dont understanf why she has to beat us all the yime. Was she treated like that when she was little? I just cant stand it! i cant wait for the day when she breaks one of my ribs or something so she'll feel bad or what she did and get in some trouble. You should EVER treat anyone like that no matter who you are.
Workage! So went to work and I was in box with Matt, Eric, Lisa< Jessica K, Mike, Jerry, and Chase. It was okay. I was so happy when Tori pulled me out of there and hake me make nachos. I made them with the new kid Jake. Hes a punk and I LOVE his faux-hawk hair. He's cool. Then I went back to box. And even though I was stuck with the crappiest job I was still having a good time. I feel so loved at the theater, even more loved than I do at my own home. Thats sad because I dont even know some of these people very well.
So tonight me Javy and Joe, and some of javy's friends were supposed to hang out. But when I got home the answer was no. On Monday someone ate nachos in the family room and left the plate in there and no one knoews who ate them. So my dad being the jerk he is said were all grounded until he finds ou who did it, and I know I didnt do it, I dont eat nachos. And my sis and bro deneyd it too so my dad is like all weekend you cant do anything. I hate him! Im seventeen years old. In a few months (5) i will be an adult and he is STILL grounding me!? WTF! He treats me like such a little kid thats why I cant wait to go to college. So I dont have to live with them anymore. I cant stand my parents. I want to go to college and I want to live on my own away from them with people who acctually like me. I just feel so unwanted at home. And its not a good feeling at all. I hate how I'm being treated like a five year old for something I didnt do. Im so scared to be a parent when I grow up because I'm scared I will ruing a life like my parents ruined mine. I just want to work all the time now so I can get away from them.
So this week...Monday- I need to find out if Im working at limited too or not. Its Cory's birthday I need to figure out whats going on with him. Tuesday- Maybe babysitting at Janies night...might be free. Wednesday-Thurday. Nothing planned I know one night going to Gino's East for pizza so if anyone wants to join me and Bri, the more the merrier! Friday- The fall out boy concert. I have no clue if I'm going or not. If I do I think its with Javy. I have to talk to Cory and figure it out. Then Saturday is homecoming. Im kind of aprehensive about it. I dont' know how Cory feels about me. Its making me kind of squemish. I just hope everythign works out. My skin is burnt. It hurts. Why am I so blonde sometimes? Well now Im watching Serendipity, maybe I'll watch the Newlyweds spacial features, or some Gilmore Girls to put me in a better mood. If I was a dark person I think I would kill myself to get out of this. I just have to stay strong until I can go to college.