Jul 17, 2006 17:33
i never knew that everything was falling through
lets be honest...
that accident was bad...should i hate her? i was HURT. i am STRONG. its amazing that i could survive absolutley anything...you couldnt hurt me if you tried...fuck this...hes driving me insane. he can CALL ME. its not hard...who would treat me better? lots of people....woah...im in over my head. suddenly ive become part of the past. im loosing you and its
effortless...
everyone knows im in over my head. i never felt this strongly about anything. things get tough but why does your social life and things that matter REALLY MATTER? becuase worse things could happen. and dying is the outcome to everything you work for. what really matters is breathing in everything that you can gain in life...and know everything there is to know that is important to you and just to live so greatly. that matters.
you dont matter. you dont CALL ME. and ive learned through YOU. you should feel used...
well hahaha.
to turn and run when all i needed was the truth
but thats how its got to be.