american match
AHH! Holy crap! LJ got new skin...it scared me. *ahem* Okay, better now.
Alright. I'm so very glad that I am out of the funk I have been in for the past couple of days. Does that ever happen to anyone else? For no real reason you just get in these moods where you feel desperate and lonely and you think nothing's ever going to be the same or better ever again. Okay, that may sound a bit dramatic, but that's seriously how I felt the past couple days. It sucked. Maybe I'm crazy. Weehoo. YAGAYAGAWOOWOO...
...shut up gina
okay gina...
this is me stopping.
Anyway, Mike came over earlier after he got off work at quiznos, and we went to the store and bought cigarettes, and then he dropped me off and left. Now I fully understand that he had things to do today (go to the bank, go home and shower, then go to work at dennys), but it feels like we've been spending less and less time together lately. I added it up and we've spent a grand total of 10 conscious hours together in the past week. That's excluding tuesday when we went out, but that doesn't happen very often. I think I'm just worried because he's trying to get this new job at the money box, and that's 40 hours a week 8-5, and I work 5-11 so then we'd definitely never see each other. Bleh. I'm ranting. I'll stop.
But yeah...Elissa asked me for ten bucks till she gets paid so I'm going to make her go out to dinner with me before she goes and does her thing. He he...it's kind of like prostitution without the sex...well...Okay, I'm leaving.
*waves*
Alright. I'm so very glad that I am out of the funk I have been in for the past couple of days. Does that ever happen to anyone else? For no real reason you just get in these moods where you feel desperate and lonely and you think nothing's ever going to be the same or better ever again. Okay, that may sound a bit dramatic, but that's seriously how I felt the past couple days. It sucked. Maybe I'm crazy. Weehoo. YAGAYAGAWOOWOO...
...shut up gina
okay gina...
this is me stopping.
Anyway, Mike came over earlier after he got off work at quiznos, and we went to the store and bought cigarettes, and then he dropped me off and left. Now I fully understand that he had things to do today (go to the bank, go home and shower, then go to work at dennys), but it feels like we've been spending less and less time together lately. I added it up and we've spent a grand total of 10 conscious hours together in the past week. That's excluding tuesday when we went out, but that doesn't happen very often. I think I'm just worried because he's trying to get this new job at the money box, and that's 40 hours a week 8-5, and I work 5-11 so then we'd definitely never see each other. Bleh. I'm ranting. I'll stop.
But yeah...Elissa asked me for ten bucks till she gets paid so I'm going to make her go out to dinner with me before she goes and does her thing. He he...it's kind of like prostitution without the sex...well...Okay, I'm leaving.
*waves*