Jul 01, 2003 20:45
Wow, everyone has updated a lot since I've been gone. I'm out of the lj loop! *sobs* I have a lot of reading to do. *puts on reading hat*
The trip was great...we got back the night before last at around 11pm. I was completely exhausted. Now I know I said I was going to fill everyone in on the details of my trip, but I don't really want to list all that crap so if anyone's curious you are welcome to read atx_bosstone's entry. She pretty much covers everything that we did. Overall, I will say that I thoroughly enjoyed colorado...the weather was perfect...the guys were hot (ha)...the food was great...the snow was cold, and I couldn't have chosen any better company. :o)
One thing we found out though is that elissa's grandpa had a change of heart, and told us that he didn't want us living with him when we moved up there. What that means is elissa and I are going to have to stay in texas for a while longer then we had previously anticipated. That means finding jobs, saving money, doing the "responsible" thing. I do have to admit that I'm actually somewhat relieved that we're staying here. Don't get me wrong, I mean I loved colorado, and I wouldn't mind moving there in the future, but after meeting elissa's grandparents I realized how uncomfortable it would have been for all of us. Plus I was having trouble warming up to the idea of being so far away from my friends and family and all things I find familiar. So for now we're just going to stay put and help elissa's mom out as well as ourselves.
That's enough about that...
Things are going really well with me and dustin. I'm looking forward to spending as much time with him as possibe in the near future. It's going to be hard though what with trying to get a job, spending time with elissa, and everything else that's going on right now. One of my main concerns with this whole relationship is making sure that I don't neglect elissa or our friendship in any way. Because I know that dustin and I are going to be spending a lot of time together, and I don't want elissa to feel left out, or hurt. I couldn't do that to her...she's more important to me than any guy.
Damn it...my problem with lj is that I get bored very VERY easily...like now...I think I'm done.
Oh yeah, and people suck. Eat a diy-ack.