things are goin my way
Ok so, so far this has been a VERY stressful year. Bad things have happined, school work is loading up EVERYWHERE, tiger dancers has sucked my soul out, and ROTC people are being gay *got my car keyed*. I'v had about 3 mental break downs, and I have been ready to throw my towel in quite a few times. The only things keeping me going through this stuff is friends, and justin.
Like Angelica, without her I probably would punch every tiger dancer in the face and quit, but she is my anchor, and we are going through this 1300$ hell together. And Amanda, she is the strongest fucking woman in the WORLD and if she can make it through senior year, so can I. Being around her just makes me happy. And Justin... I can't even describe how bgreat he has been. If there is ever anything I need, he helps me out. If I'm sad he is there for me to cry on, if I'm hurt, he is there making it all better, if I'm in trouble, he is there to bail me out. Justin has got to be the best thing in life right now, and I'm so greatful for him 3>.
But good news!! I finished my college essays that have been killing me, and I turned in my aplication for A&M, and I leave for JCAP (ROTC scholarship) on Friday. I read today that everyone who goes to JCAPis guarenteed a scholarship, and not just anyone can go, out of 2000 students 300 are picked, and then only about 100-200 show up, so prity much it means I'm awesome for making it through!! So yea me!! I have been dreaming about this for years! It takes a billion pound weight off my sholders, and my mom told me she was proud of me, and I don't think I'v ever heard that from her, so that in itself is enough to make my year. So ea, after all this bull poo, things are finally looking up!!
-Sammy-
Like Angelica, without her I probably would punch every tiger dancer in the face and quit, but she is my anchor, and we are going through this 1300$ hell together. And Amanda, she is the strongest fucking woman in the WORLD and if she can make it through senior year, so can I. Being around her just makes me happy. And Justin... I can't even describe how bgreat he has been. If there is ever anything I need, he helps me out. If I'm sad he is there for me to cry on, if I'm hurt, he is there making it all better, if I'm in trouble, he is there to bail me out. Justin has got to be the best thing in life right now, and I'm so greatful for him 3>.
But good news!! I finished my college essays that have been killing me, and I turned in my aplication for A&M, and I leave for JCAP (ROTC scholarship) on Friday. I read today that everyone who goes to JCAPis guarenteed a scholarship, and not just anyone can go, out of 2000 students 300 are picked, and then only about 100-200 show up, so prity much it means I'm awesome for making it through!! So yea me!! I have been dreaming about this for years! It takes a billion pound weight off my sholders, and my mom told me she was proud of me, and I don't think I'v ever heard that from her, so that in itself is enough to make my year. So ea, after all this bull poo, things are finally looking up!!
-Sammy-