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mmkay, so baby girl finally made it into new orleans. . . poor thing, she's been trying to get back home for a week now. . . anyways, she's there. . . and i wont get made at the fact that she called me at 7:30am, i'll let that one slide lol. . . saw the romanian last night. . . she's almost ready to be taken, she asked if she could stop by work today and see me, of course i said yes. . . almost ready. . . after i left her we had to go see our other dates. . . they couldnt come down to the pool hall cause they were painting one of their apartments. . . that was a nice way to end the night. . . with a chill session with some cool girls. . . i think it may be their turn tonight. . . oOo, played a double game at the pool hall-eightball teams-20 a head, obviously me and fernando walked away with their money. . . i offered a one-on-one double or nothing game out of respect but they didnt want to take it. . . dammit, the real money man wasnt there last night, that's where i was planning to make my money. . . oh well, always another night. . . oh and the pool cue i was going to get was sold. . . the day i went in to drop off a deposit the guy told me it cleared the day before and some guy came in and beat my offer ::tear:: me and baby girl kinda agreed, we're going to end up being single for the rest of our lives. . . our personality types restrict us from really getting close to people in that way. . . there's always too much that we want and always too much to do. . . we dont have time for a relationship, it confines us to the point where it's almost like a slow suffication. . . as much as we both want to feel that warmth of that special someone, it never works. . . we think too much like eachother, in every aspect. . . she's just like me and freddy. . . we really did find our sister. . . crazy shit lol. . . if im not married by the time im 35 or 40 imma ask her to be my life time homie. . . i want to get married at some point in my life but i need some one who will be able to understand me and my fucked up ways hehe. . . i want to be able to call my mom before she passes and tell her that im getting married. . . cause i believe she's begining to doubt that will ever happen. . . she wants that phone call so bad. . . who knows maybe i'll find some one. . . ciao