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So...well ...its been a few...and ms.macdonald would like an update so here goes...actually i dont even know where to start...shits crazy...like i dont even know where to begin...meh neways enough of that..so really lately nothing has been going on, its kinda slack actually. We havent really been partying in town in a while every weekend it has been souris. I kinda miss town. Anyways teachers on strike Amen to that, they have been on strike for the last two weeks i had a paper due the day they wnet on strike still didnt start that then a paper due the tuesday taht jus passed that i had to hand in even though they are on strike, so it was yesterday that i chose to start it, passed it in today thank god lol, anyways paper due yesterday too didnt start, man the teachers go on strike so i opted to go on strike too :) they get a break from school work so i should too anyways exams are coming up only a week left of school and by the sounds of it that week is gonna be a strike continuing how joyous is that.Anywho, tonight was cool i worked till 9 then michelle picked me up on the side of teh road on my walk home so i hung out wit her for a while eboni came to souris at around 11 then we went cruisin wit michelle then went with eboni to go pick up her bro, came back to souris haha on the way back to souris we decided to see how far the car would coast it was intense , lol i was gettin rite into it, got back to souris went to the IGA parkin lot eboni put her car in neutral and decided she wanted to try to push it in case it ever "broke down" haha so we did that and i decided to jump in the car and stear lmao ...me who has never actually driven before..turned the car on and scared the shit outa eboni...she straightened the car and told me to drive straight to the end of the parkin lot so i did, then made me turn around a car, then they let me do the strip, not bad for my first time ever, lol so i did bout 3 strips, parked, did another and came home, it was weird being in the drivers seat of the car , she said i did good so i was kinda proud of myself, neways work tomorrow 4-7+ then again on saturday 10-1 drinkin this weekend? who tha fuck knows lol i dont have a sweet clue what is goin on, i have my plans out for my pay check its gonna be sweet.
On another note, last monday me and Vanessa went to bingo in fortune with her mom and two aunts. It was fun indeed, cept i was soo scared to win cuz i dint wanna yell BINGO lmao, lucked out and didnt win, guess thats not really lucky when ya think bout it but oh well. Tuesday i was planning on workin on my paper mom called me and i went up to the kindergarten to help out got paid so it was sweet then went to work at greco for the nite...I get there and get a call sayin the inspector was in Montague so we should expect him either that nite or the next day..talk bout freaked out so me and jen stayed late after work to clean the place up good, ended up gettin a good grade on the inspection which is good considering we had like no warnign at all..wednesday once again a lazy ass day...stayed home did nothing , then tonight what i said above...and now im back to being stumped on what to write... i figured i would make it half decently long considering chances are its gonna be a good chunk of time before i update again. Well till katie makes me that is.
Well, back to writing bout the past, well its not really the past but oh well...I swear souris is cursed, i mean 3 innocent people passing away like wth? depressing really when ya think about it. And things are starting to click in, im starting to realize more shit. Still confused as fuck bout a lot of things, wish i could understand them too. I was thinkin lately bout stuff, I dont know what i want..not like i could ever get it neways...well ..i think im jus gonna cut this off now...not very long but hey what can ya do! i could go on for days with things to write but they are jus kinda boring, and im rambling as it is..guess i can save them for another update eh!! PeAcE eVeRyOnE ;-)
Keith Urban - Tongight i wanna Cry
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight i wanna cry
Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight i wanna cry
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with this pride let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight i wanna cry