-we lost ourselves-
ya, well, i'm stealing megan and heather's idea because...well, i'm almost as cool as they are, haha.
so let's recollect: um...2003. yeah, well, i spend new years babysitting with emily and then we went to church in the morning...then we went to the movies with people i don't even talk to anymore. i dont know how friendships can diminish so fast, but i guess i learned that they can. of course during the last half of the school year i was depressed and lets say...i took it out on my wrist a lot. i never felt like i belonged anywhere.
then came summer...i went to tennis camp, like usual and germany, like usual..it was fun. then came the interesting stuff...i decided to leave mercy and go to northern, because i thought maybe life would be better...and it was for a little while... but i miss so many people. i thought i would make all these friends, but i guess i never realized how shy i really am. people talk to me, but somehow i still feel like i dont belong.
so...the highlights of this year: leaving mercy, making new friends, summer, spring break with rachel (and the buffalo-ians, especially tequiza, lol), and summer
the "lowlights": leaving mercy, becomming farther and farther away from so many of my friends, feeling lonely, STILL being nbk
people i miss: amy, heather, emily, bridget, mary, megan, gretchen, sarah, christina, philipp, evan, paul...more of u guys
thanks so much matt and stacy for actually talking to me and making me feel welcome...without u guys i dont know what i would do. so that pretty much sums it up i guess...happy new year everyone