Sep 05, 2005 19:02
I am Unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
i've been thinkin lately about the future. how unplanned it is and how unexpected it can be. it reminds me of a paper i did my last year in high school on fate. as much as i want to believe there is a fate for everyone, i realize that there isnt. eveyone's future is so unexpected. most of all, ive learned, that if you fear the future you end up living your life worrying all the time. even if there is fate, y worry about it. everyone is an individual and feels totally different from those around them. its a hard concept, but if we live worrying about how things are going to end up, we dont really live. when something happens to you, that seems to good to be true, y fight it? love is like this too. unexpected and scary. its scary to think that you might be with this one person for the rest of you life and never again be able to be free. love makes sacrifices though, it knows how each are feeling and respects that. you cant just sit around never wanting love because of the future and what might happen.
the swords were drawn and i laid mine down, but you held on to yours... and when you only tried to show me how, you accidenly knicked my heart and cut it in two... you picked up half and tried to heal it, but realized it would never mend... it would just have to grow back instead...so now i wait here hoping someday you'll find glue, the more i wait, the more i realize...its no use waiting for you...but i still do... even through this,i still know, i've lost my hero...
~jess