changes
over the past couple of years, there have been changes about myself that i like and dislike...today i was thinkin about them....
lately, changing has been takin over my life...
some of it is good, and some over it isn't...but its stuff most people go through...
however...
for some reason its different because its "me"...according to some people...
im human, im allowed to make mistakes just like everyoe else and im allowed to chose...
i do feel bad about decisions that i make...i feel horrible sometimes....but life moves on...
i have a lot of new people in my life, they make me feel good....and i love being with them....but i also miss my past...a lot...especially friendships that we lost because of stupid decisions....but hey, i am only human....
but....let me tell you about this person that i know....
we first met in...well school, but started hangin out in about 8th grade....its kinda funny because well...we liked some negaunee boys, and these boys just happened to be best friends....that summer...we could not be separted...our friendship was new, but it was something i had a feeling would stick around....and here we are...out of high school...still close....ups and downs were and are very frequent..but we make it through them okay....we still do ridiculous things like, shove cake in each other's mouths while filming and skinning dipp....everytime something is makin me feel bad, she knows...i don't really have a close sibling that i can relate to or talk to...so i always talk to her...one year we even got our picture takin with santa to give to my dad...i was on one knee of santa's lap, and she was on the other...we told my dad it was from his two daughters....this summer i think about it more and more....her leaving for college....i know ive made new friends lately....but, believe me...they can't replace her....shes my sister...and my bestfriend....and i hope...through all my changes...we will always stay that way...
thankyou cara
lately, changing has been takin over my life...
some of it is good, and some over it isn't...but its stuff most people go through...
however...
for some reason its different because its "me"...according to some people...
im human, im allowed to make mistakes just like everyoe else and im allowed to chose...
i do feel bad about decisions that i make...i feel horrible sometimes....but life moves on...
i have a lot of new people in my life, they make me feel good....and i love being with them....but i also miss my past...a lot...especially friendships that we lost because of stupid decisions....but hey, i am only human....
but....let me tell you about this person that i know....
we first met in...well school, but started hangin out in about 8th grade....its kinda funny because well...we liked some negaunee boys, and these boys just happened to be best friends....that summer...we could not be separted...our friendship was new, but it was something i had a feeling would stick around....and here we are...out of high school...still close....ups and downs were and are very frequent..but we make it through them okay....we still do ridiculous things like, shove cake in each other's mouths while filming and skinning dipp....everytime something is makin me feel bad, she knows...i don't really have a close sibling that i can relate to or talk to...so i always talk to her...one year we even got our picture takin with santa to give to my dad...i was on one knee of santa's lap, and she was on the other...we told my dad it was from his two daughters....this summer i think about it more and more....her leaving for college....i know ive made new friends lately....but, believe me...they can't replace her....shes my sister...and my bestfriend....and i hope...through all my changes...we will always stay that way...
thankyou cara