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It's hard...or is it? Am I just kiding myself? Because it sure as hell doesnt feel like it.
Your feelings are intensified, your capability of making choices is reduced to pretty much a pile of cow shit and when cow shit tries to make decisions it's pretty much stuck in the same place...do I wanna be a pile of cow shit or do I wanna be just a smaller cake of cow shit?
Dang I don't know...the decision is so tough..why does it matter any way? Isn't choice everything? If I can't decide on something isn't by logic my free will taken away from me?
What does that make me? Where does that leave me!!??
If free will exists then why do some people lack it?
Why can't some people stop eating when they want to?
Why do you sneeze or cough even if you don't want to...
and please...spare me the logic technicalities, they'd only be insulting.
Choice...control...where is it? Where does it go and why?
That's just one of the things that bothers me day to day...then...motivation..
ah that's a funny one...couldn't I choose to be motivated? Why don't I then? Tell me!
And why why why why the fuck aren't brains just happy? They're supposed to be like the most amazing resilient thing ever...and all they do is bitch and moan about how more attention you deserve and how lonely it gets when you're surrounded by people who are too stupId and self-involved to understand what you're saying without there being a need for you to crush it up into baby food mush fucking gerber and serving it to them with a plastic coated spoon that is of course built in a way to not hurt their underdeveloped gums...which for the purpose of this entry will equal their understanding
OH AN BY THE WAY THIS ENTRY WAS JUST TO VENT AND GET ATTENTION...BECAUSE OF COURSE...WHO DOESNT NEED ATTENTION?
AND ALSO...I KNOW ALL OF YOUR MINDSES ARE JUST AS CRAZY AS THIS BUT PERHAPS THEY'RE IN A CALMER MOOD.
BUHBYE
DAMN I FEEL BETTER
Your feelings are intensified, your capability of making choices is reduced to pretty much a pile of cow shit and when cow shit tries to make decisions it's pretty much stuck in the same place...do I wanna be a pile of cow shit or do I wanna be just a smaller cake of cow shit?
Dang I don't know...the decision is so tough..why does it matter any way? Isn't choice everything? If I can't decide on something isn't by logic my free will taken away from me?
What does that make me? Where does that leave me!!??
If free will exists then why do some people lack it?
Why can't some people stop eating when they want to?
Why do you sneeze or cough even if you don't want to...
and please...spare me the logic technicalities, they'd only be insulting.
Choice...control...where is it? Where does it go and why?
That's just one of the things that bothers me day to day...then...motivation..
ah that's a funny one...couldn't I choose to be motivated? Why don't I then? Tell me!
And why why why why the fuck aren't brains just happy? They're supposed to be like the most amazing resilient thing ever...and all they do is bitch and moan about how more attention you deserve and how lonely it gets when you're surrounded by people who are too stupId and self-involved to understand what you're saying without there being a need for you to crush it up into baby food mush fucking gerber and serving it to them with a plastic coated spoon that is of course built in a way to not hurt their underdeveloped gums...which for the purpose of this entry will equal their understanding
OH AN BY THE WAY THIS ENTRY WAS JUST TO VENT AND GET ATTENTION...BECAUSE OF COURSE...WHO DOESNT NEED ATTENTION?
AND ALSO...I KNOW ALL OF YOUR MINDSES ARE JUST AS CRAZY AS THIS BUT PERHAPS THEY'RE IN A CALMER MOOD.
BUHBYE
DAMN I FEEL BETTER