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i'm never coming home again. ever, EVER.
well, maybe when devin and brendan have moved out. i probably won't tell anyone i'm home though. not seeing people cuz i didn't tell them i'm here sure would beat being blown off by people that know i'm here. maybe i'm over reacting, maybe i'm not but either way it sucks. it sucks that for the last hour i've been crying instead of throwing back shots with the people who aren't returning my texts. i also felt this way the last time i came home, which was two years ago.
i know everyone will blame me for my own disappointment, " why didn't you come to toronto?", "why didn't you go out every night?" etc..... well maybe cuz i haven't seen my parents in two years, maybe cuz i'm really broke and wasn't even sure i was gonna be able to pay my rent this coming month and maybe cuz i don't know anyone in this city anymore.
christmas eve was fun. christmas day left me with mixed feelings, but that was devins fault, and boxing day has sucked. i'm ready to leave.
well, maybe when devin and brendan have moved out. i probably won't tell anyone i'm home though. not seeing people cuz i didn't tell them i'm here sure would beat being blown off by people that know i'm here. maybe i'm over reacting, maybe i'm not but either way it sucks. it sucks that for the last hour i've been crying instead of throwing back shots with the people who aren't returning my texts. i also felt this way the last time i came home, which was two years ago.
i know everyone will blame me for my own disappointment, " why didn't you come to toronto?", "why didn't you go out every night?" etc..... well maybe cuz i haven't seen my parents in two years, maybe cuz i'm really broke and wasn't even sure i was gonna be able to pay my rent this coming month and maybe cuz i don't know anyone in this city anymore.
christmas eve was fun. christmas day left me with mixed feelings, but that was devins fault, and boxing day has sucked. i'm ready to leave.