Aug 01, 2008 16:12
i really am worried.
it's only august and i feel like i did last year in august, which will inevitably lead to september and that is the reason i moved to california.
i don't wanna and can't do that again. so what is winter going to do to me?
for 20 years i was never depressed, happy as a clam that escaped the net. but now i'm not happy. i feel off, i can't sleep, i'm lethargic and nothing sounds good, not even spinach.
i loved spinach. :(