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So it's the end of my 1st week at San Diego and I've come to realize something - I've never felt more alone than anything. I feel entirely isolated mentally, physically, and emotionally. Sometimes it feels like I'm swimming in fathoms of the ocean alone... trying to conquer every wave that hits me. It's not that I don't find the company of my sister or her roommates discontent but it just doesn't feel the same. It's like I'm on my own now and I have to find out things for myself and do things for me. I'm 19. I'm old enough to do things on my own right? Being alone shouldn't even be a problem for me. But maybe it's the fact that I've been detached from everyone for over 2 months now that the feeling is unbearable. Things are changing rapidly and time just isn't stopping for anyone. People are moving on but I'm alone on this one.