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yesterday was our two month aniversary.
i got flowers and a chance to kick his ass in poker.
lost 10 bucks in gambling but i think i made a smart choice on taking a gamble with him.
and even though im so happy with him right now, i feel terrible because of what happened to her. i just wish i could make her smile because i hate to see her so sad.
for christmas i wish i could wrap up my happiness with a bow and give it to her because she means that much to me.