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May 14, 2005 01:29

things are real confusing. but i think good.

i've been talking to a lot of people. old and new. and the sentiments seem the same.

i've got some new bestest friends. and they rule the old school.

most recent music listening : decibully, black box recorder, xiu xiu (yep, another xiu xiu stage), nafules dream, the books, rhapsody as usual, saetia..

been writing again too. feels good. i haven't been completely happy in weeks but i'm getting there. my brother came to town and i actually spent some alone time with him for the first time since i was 9. we went to a drag show. that was fun. i'm glad he realizes now that me and the rest of the family are all comfortable with him being gay. he got to meet all my lesbian friends. ;) and he even saw an old buddy of him from highschool in drag at brothers.

i made some different decisions lately. and last nite i got a chance to talk them over with my whole family over coffee. laugh about it even. that felt really goood. lately i've been thinking about why i'm not travelling and i've come to the conclusion that it has a lot do with my mom. she worried a lot about me. and even though we could never live together, we both care about each other alot and can relate to each other. its nice getting close to her for once.

peas
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