What's been up.
I have been having some weird pains in my lower abdomen and I'm getting kinda freaked out. I KNOW I'm not pregnant (eff that!) and my period isn't due for another couple weeks, so I'm wondering... It's not even pain it's just weird twanging sensations and well I guess it's time to go see my woman doctor again.
My mind goes straight to things like Cyst's and worrying about my ovaries but could it be because of my really strict diet I've been on? I'll admit I haven't been eating much but I didn't before i got pregnant either. I'm really hoping it's just my stomach shrinking and not something worse.
So Ashley and I are friends once again. Honestly the reasons I decided to not be friends with her a while ago were pretty stupid. I can try and blame it on pregnancy but you know, I'm a girl. And girl's have a crazy chromosome somewhere! That's a fact too. Hah
No but really when we were friends I always thought she was really fun and she always had something positive or funny to say. I mean it's better to have friends than to make enemies.
I think the reasons I go off on people stem from my own insecurities and paranoia. Like I did poor Kimi and I've said mean things to other people too. I feel I'm a hell of a lot better at it now. I'm gotten way more patient and just happier. I have my moments of course but I guess I've learned that being positive about things is way better than being negative. I'm a genius, I know! Lawl.
I can't stop listening to this Silversun PIckups song "lazy eye" it's just so awesome. I like the end when the girl starts to kinda scream. I just can't stop listening to it and it's my main ring tone too.
Oh oh oh! I got a new bra yesterday. I'm so excited about it, lol. It's black and it's a regular bra but then it's got this black lace top over it. It's neato and when I wear spaghetti straps it looks like I got some lace sticking out. I guess that's cool? I don't even know but I like it. =P
My mind goes straight to things like Cyst's and worrying about my ovaries but could it be because of my really strict diet I've been on? I'll admit I haven't been eating much but I didn't before i got pregnant either. I'm really hoping it's just my stomach shrinking and not something worse.
So Ashley and I are friends once again. Honestly the reasons I decided to not be friends with her a while ago were pretty stupid. I can try and blame it on pregnancy but you know, I'm a girl. And girl's have a crazy chromosome somewhere! That's a fact too. Hah
No but really when we were friends I always thought she was really fun and she always had something positive or funny to say. I mean it's better to have friends than to make enemies.
I think the reasons I go off on people stem from my own insecurities and paranoia. Like I did poor Kimi and I've said mean things to other people too. I feel I'm a hell of a lot better at it now. I'm gotten way more patient and just happier. I have my moments of course but I guess I've learned that being positive about things is way better than being negative. I'm a genius, I know! Lawl.
I can't stop listening to this Silversun PIckups song "lazy eye" it's just so awesome. I like the end when the girl starts to kinda scream. I just can't stop listening to it and it's my main ring tone too.
Oh oh oh! I got a new bra yesterday. I'm so excited about it, lol. It's black and it's a regular bra but then it's got this black lace top over it. It's neato and when I wear spaghetti straps it looks like I got some lace sticking out. I guess that's cool? I don't even know but I like it. =P