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My tooth cracked last night, the one that needs pulled. I am really really scared. I know it has to be pulled anyway, but after I told my mom that she was like "well, I've heard of pregnant women losing all their teeth" and that just makes me want to cry! Why would she say that?? To scare me in to do something about it? If I could do something about it I fucking would!
I can't afford to get the fucking tooth removed. It's 140 bucks just for the consoltation! and my work is fucking around so GOd know's when I'll have insurance. PROBABLY NEVER! They don't give a shit.
I am trying to focus on my other teeth, the ones that can be saved. I'm just afraid of leaving them alone for too long and having to have them pulled too! I would totally die. So I have to find 73 bucks just to go to the dentist on Tuesday. I'll have to probably make the appt for later in the week since Travis doesn't get paid until Wednesday. They WON'T bill me. I already asked, what the fuck! what are people supposed to do that are poor? So they'll see me on Tuesday for 73 bucks, x ray me and they probably won't even fill my cavities that day. So i'll have to come back and spend at least 50 more bucks just to get them filled. I'M SO PISSED. I just want to cry. and the tooth that needs pulled is cracked and ugly i'm lucky it's way in the back of my mouth, but what if my other teeth fall out?
I love Jordan and i love being pregnant, but I cannot stand what pregnancy is doing to my teeth! The baby is sucking all my nutrients, i think I need calcium pills or something. This is just shitty. I'm just so worried. I dream about it and cry daily about it. And that's not good for the baby. I know i'll feel better after I go to the dentist. I won't feel better about spending 200+ dollars though. ,
Ok, enough whining. Time to go to work.
I can't afford to get the fucking tooth removed. It's 140 bucks just for the consoltation! and my work is fucking around so GOd know's when I'll have insurance. PROBABLY NEVER! They don't give a shit.
I am trying to focus on my other teeth, the ones that can be saved. I'm just afraid of leaving them alone for too long and having to have them pulled too! I would totally die. So I have to find 73 bucks just to go to the dentist on Tuesday. I'll have to probably make the appt for later in the week since Travis doesn't get paid until Wednesday. They WON'T bill me. I already asked, what the fuck! what are people supposed to do that are poor? So they'll see me on Tuesday for 73 bucks, x ray me and they probably won't even fill my cavities that day. So i'll have to come back and spend at least 50 more bucks just to get them filled. I'M SO PISSED. I just want to cry. and the tooth that needs pulled is cracked and ugly i'm lucky it's way in the back of my mouth, but what if my other teeth fall out?
I love Jordan and i love being pregnant, but I cannot stand what pregnancy is doing to my teeth! The baby is sucking all my nutrients, i think I need calcium pills or something. This is just shitty. I'm just so worried. I dream about it and cry daily about it. And that's not good for the baby. I know i'll feel better after I go to the dentist. I won't feel better about spending 200+ dollars though. ,
Ok, enough whining. Time to go to work.