My baby, if it's a girl, has over 2 million eggs in it's ovaries already. FREAKY RIGHT??
I've been freaking out over every little pain and movement in my body. One of my friends recently miscarried and although she was 6 weeks and I'm 13, I still feel uneasy. I've finally gotten used to all this and I'm getting super excited!! When it comes it's just gonna be this little pod that I keep all wrapped up in a little blanket and it'll sleep all day. That's the cute part.
Once it's 2, well at least I'll love it enough by then to not care how annoying it is. lol.
I'm still pissed I have to wait until the 28th of july to go to the dr!!! So pissed. Ugh, I have medicade, I should just go.
So i've had a nice little unexpected 2 week break, but i'm back on the schedule at canes. They didn't even take me off payroll, and everybodies happy that i'm coming back. It suprises me how people can like me, when i'm such a grouch all the time.
Holy hell, I just realized I haven't thrown up in 2 days!!!! This will make work that much easier. haha.
My dad leaves for India tomorrow and I'm going to go, Hopefully, and spend some time with my mommy. She'll be all alone for 3 whole months. I was like "why the hell didn't you go??" But she's from scotland and has already been all over europe. It's old news for her. I'd still go, lol it's better than freakin Poplarville, Ms. But she's happy in her big ole 4 bedroom house with her little jack russell. I'd be scared, that's why I wanna go stay with her. I love my mom!
Travis's sister in law, Brandy has offered to buy me a crib, baby changing table and dresser or something, and it's so freakin nice of her to offer. It seems like a nice gesture but I know what she thinks of me. I know she probably thinks I should just give the baby to her to take care of. She'd just better not say that to me. Of course, saying it to one of my best friends isn't any better. She didn't necessarily say that, but she was asking her, "So why isn't Katrina with somebody her own age?" and you could tell kaila didn't want to tell me anymore of what she'd said. Good ole' kaila. It's for the best of course. Because I'm not one to filter my words. Oh well, I guess grown-up life is just about being fake-nice to people.
I wish I had more real-life friends like my internet friends!!! Lol, I sound like such a geek. Or I just wish Jenna and Erica lived closer, but man am I proud of them! Erica, well I've always admired her for being so awesome, and Jenna she's finishing school, taking care of her own little man, and working every-weekday. That seems like alot! but I guess you gotta do what you gotta do.
Oh, and the other day while swimming christian called me a milf. hahahahaha