Just keep your chin up
The last week or so has been really emotionally weird for me. I've actually cried! yah, I'm a huge pussy sometimes. secrets out haha.
I'm feeling much better though and i've been writing in my real journal more and it helped. so did my mommy! I love her and I really miss her alot. =(
Travis is the best person for me and I know it, it's so clear! I love him more than any guy I've ever dated. Our relationship feels so real and it's like he's always supposed to have been there. right there by my side. He treats me like a princess. no srsly it's sick what I put him through!
Dickie and seth are great too hahhhh. they're moving soon so that's cool! they're excited. well seth is, dickie's whatever about it as usual.
today's my day off and I really needed it. I'm off tomorrow also and i'm just going to watch movies and eat kiwi.
i cut my thumb open earlier cutting open a kiwi and man did it fucking hurt! :(
this is our neighbour, Jeremy clark. he works at best buy or something.
He's been here since before we moved in. since day one he has been the biggest dickhole to us; Leaving trash, beer cans, pizza crusts in front of our door. throwing our shoes across the yard and in to the trees... but the other night this stupid fucker actually cocked his gun at Travis. can you BELIEVE THAT? we didn't see the gun because his friend was in the way, but we knew it was a gun. what a stuipd thing to do! we were going to call McMahan and complain but he's already moved out, lols.
I snapped this picture of him right before he did the gun thing. it pissed him off really bad when I took his picture.
I'm feeling much better though and i've been writing in my real journal more and it helped. so did my mommy! I love her and I really miss her alot. =(
Travis is the best person for me and I know it, it's so clear! I love him more than any guy I've ever dated. Our relationship feels so real and it's like he's always supposed to have been there. right there by my side. He treats me like a princess. no srsly it's sick what I put him through!
Dickie and seth are great too hahhhh. they're moving soon so that's cool! they're excited. well seth is, dickie's whatever about it as usual.
today's my day off and I really needed it. I'm off tomorrow also and i'm just going to watch movies and eat kiwi.
i cut my thumb open earlier cutting open a kiwi and man did it fucking hurt! :(
this is our neighbour, Jeremy clark. he works at best buy or something.
He's been here since before we moved in. since day one he has been the biggest dickhole to us; Leaving trash, beer cans, pizza crusts in front of our door. throwing our shoes across the yard and in to the trees... but the other night this stupid fucker actually cocked his gun at Travis. can you BELIEVE THAT? we didn't see the gun because his friend was in the way, but we knew it was a gun. what a stuipd thing to do! we were going to call McMahan and complain but he's already moved out, lols.
I snapped this picture of him right before he did the gun thing. it pissed him off really bad when I took his picture.