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im the type of person who uses his livejournal account solely for refuge from my mind. only in times of great calm or disrupt do i really feel the pull towards writing things down to try and figure them out. but sometimes its nothing at all. sometimes, its everything you never knew existed walking into your life and showing you how insanely selfish and just like all the people you despise in the world.
but not to be specific.
im just excited to have someone i can admire.
and i really really do admire you for all that you are and the shit you put up with and the peoples lives you make better every single day just by being who you have grown to be.
and a whole bunch of other shit i wish i had the courage to say to you.
but unfortunately there is one thing keeping us from getting to know each other better.
and i sincerely hope that changes sooner than later.
i do feel this way.
conclusion
but not to be specific.
im just excited to have someone i can admire.
and i really really do admire you for all that you are and the shit you put up with and the peoples lives you make better every single day just by being who you have grown to be.
and a whole bunch of other shit i wish i had the courage to say to you.
but unfortunately there is one thing keeping us from getting to know each other better.
and i sincerely hope that changes sooner than later.
i do feel this way.
conclusion