My Way
It's so much better this way
Softly, calmly, openly I lay
Resting, mumbling, as I dream
This bed is my sanctuary-where I scheme
I love it here
No stressing, no orders, no fear
Where all my wishes come true
And my selfishness vanishes into the blue
I meet all the people I've always wanted to know
My thoughts, my questions, my lifestyle slowly begins to flow
My loved ones are happily fulfilled
But when morning arrives
This dream is killed.
i love dreams. i lead a double life--the one in my dreams, and my real life. i pretend. i lie at times. i don't want to, but somehow that always happens. and i don't want to hurt anyone. i want you to be happy.
The 4th was a disaster. They don't get it, not even when they see the results. I sit crying, and no one sees me.
This summer is ruined. I miss you guys so much. Are you my friend?
I need you.
<3