Jun 26, 2004 11:58
2 weeks. thats how long its been.
2 weeks of sorrow. 2 weeks of tears. 2 weeks of hatred and fear. 2 weeks of adjusting..and guess what? there's the rest of my life left for this.
i wonder how much longer this is gonna be. i can't just MOVE on like everyone says i have to. that isnt possible. what was supposed to have happened, can't. what he would have said doesnt matter anymore. cuz he ISN'T going to.
on the plus side, I'm not sick anymore, and I'm coming back Monday night till Friday morning.
whoever can hang out on wednesday, tell me. i gotta see as many of you as possible, cuz im gonna be coming and going this whole summer. this is just PERFECT timing. just great. all my plans are changing.
hey! it's my birtday in two weeks. exactly. i wish my birthday wasn't on a saturday now. it'll be one month then.
whatever. i'm going..
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